IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream I had to climb up outside of a building...there where others who rooted for me..I said ...it is impossible there is nothing to hold on or put my feets to made it possible to climb...but they just said...go on...and somehow I managed to get like to second floor..there whas a very little opening..not as large as a window...so I had hard to squice me through...someone did help me from the inside...

[IA56]

In last night dream a rabit was sick...I noticed that it did not eat or drink anytihin...I said...we have to take this rabit to a vet..I did not have money..so one gave me 40 Skr...another gave me 60 Skr...I said it is not enough...one come infront of me and said...I give you 500 Skr if you allow e to kiss you...Okay I said....that mount of money will be enough to pay for the treatment of the rabitt...He approaced me and I can say that kiss was not human?!..It felt like a soft beak with hair on the underside of the beak??!

[IA56]

In last night dream I felt icing cold air coming from a individual...I stood infront of the individual and started to sing...the sun is warming us up...the sun gives its warmth to us...the individual tried to stop me..but I went on singing...and after a while the atmosphere started to be warmer...and the individual run off??

In this episode I carried a foot-ball...I see a man approaching me and I feel he is trying to take the foot-ball from me so I throw the ball upwards...and here I awoke

[IA56]

In last night dream I was to a bar to order coffee..a man started to talk to me...I had problems to hear him and to hear what language he talked...I asked ..is it Swedish...English...Norwegean...he went away a bit irritated...an other man talked to me in Swedish and I did hear him well...other man said...when I was 16 yrs old I was very special...I asked special in what way...or only good looking....

[IA56]

I have few days dreams...one was that I was undergoing surgery..I was aware what was happening...I was gentle handled but I screamed not that it hurt but that I was aware what they where doing to me...I was sedated...

In this dream I was recrueted back to an old work...she did get fired who..she was wery angry and in shame so I said...you have nothing to be ashamed of..you have just to handle over the office to me...she did become calm ..I asked for a note book but she did not find...the boss come and I asked him where to find a note book...I said..the girl did not find..no the boss said...we have never told her...he shook my hand and welcommed me back...

Here in this dream I saw a girl bound and gaged...I hear the man tortyring another women...the bound girl was so releaved to see me...I had to bite off the rope and just as she was free the man come back...we run off but he did catch the girl again...I tried to fight him off but it was too much so I awoke myself from the dream...

[IA56]

In last night dream I gave birth to a child...I dilevired the child by my self...soon I was preagnent again ..it was now I understood that I have not bean in contact with maternity welfare at all...I was so confused that I awoke myself from the dream....

[IA56]

My dream patten has changed again...It is why I have not posted for several day, I have bean pondering what is happening...I give example how it has bean...
I have a dream with my mother..she want us to go shopping..she want to buy some decorating cussings...she come to get me and it is winter...It is so cold out so I say to her ..we go back home...I thought that she wanted to walk to town...so indoors I say...can we take the car...if we can then we can go now...oh yes mother say...so off we went..we comt to the store and we found the cussings she want to buy but the light is so dim so I can not see the price on the tag...so I try to ask people if they can see the price...for some reason mother is gone...here I awake and go to the bathroom...when I go back to sleep...I in the new dream started to refer to the dream I just had...telling in the dream all the dream??..This has never happened before..l.

Another dream was that I got a call from a former boss...he wanted to re-hire me...I went to the work place and the lady who have to leave the work..she was so angry with me...I said...it is not my fault...I am just an employe as you...here again I awake and go to bathroom...and back to sleep I again started to talk about the dream I had just before the bathroom??...What is happening??

[IA56]

In last night dream was back to normal dreams...I was on a class like aerobics...but then it changes to be paired up with one person...a man run and wanted to be my partner...the first and last task was to be back to back..and then bend down and carry the other one on your back...with bended knees...when it was my turn to have him on my back...he was heavy so I said...I can not bend my knees low ...I will lost my balance...after this practice he started to say something...he said...can I ask you for a favor...yes I said...but then he stopped and said...never mind...I said...I want to know...ask...but he did not....here it went to another dream...I saw a horse...sitting in the pasture...I said hi to him...and I tried to pat him...first he did not want but after a while he smelled my hand...I noticed to have hair on my hand...I was surprised (in real life I do not have much hair at all on my limbs...very short ones nearly need magnifying glass to see them)..it was red hair??...soon after the horse have smelled me...he gave me a kiss...oh I said...you are so kind....I was happy.

[IA56]

In last night dream I had my sister visiting me...I was carrying a small child...the light was dim in my appartament...I felt a negative energy comming from my kitchen...I gav the child to my sister so I can go and see who is in my kitchen..I saw a man opening the cabins doors and looking for something...I faced him and said...you have no right to be here...please leave...he started to combat me...I tried to take his hands but it was like rubber band...I understood that I can not battle him...so I said in very firm voice...leave...and he went out of the door what I had opened ...he asked me...are you going to work today...I said...You have no business to ask me this...here I awoke...