snowman6626
26th January 2010, 01:11 AM
Ive had this a few times now. sometimes Ive just woken up in the morning and partially paralysed still, I keep having these intrusive negative thoughts that triggers an incredible amount of negative sensation throughout my mind. the best way to describe it, is a ball of negative energy exploding in me which meanders into different categories of negative energies: guilt, worthlessness, hatred, anger, shame... and I had to feel all that simultaneously. its extremely uncomfortable, makes me feel like complete rubble,, and impossible to cope and I feel like Ive been swallowed whole by this negative energy. its like being in a perpetual state of "hell" where no positive energy exists, only negative. but good thing I woke up from it
it doesnt happen too often, only 3 times so far, and it doesnt affect my everyday life
but Im just curious to know if anyone had similar experiences and what it means
it doesnt happen too often, only 3 times so far, and it doesnt affect my everyday life
but Im just curious to know if anyone had similar experiences and what it means