Seeuzin
16th November 2009, 03:07 PM
Wow...I had the coolest experience with a reiki master last night and I just had to share it. My guides were doing some heavy-duty reconfiguring of my system. This is an excerpt from the journal entry I wrote about it:
I began to feel so mentally disoriented that it was kind of freaky. Because I trusted her [the reiki master], I tried to do the Taoist thing and just let stuff happen, and observe it, but it was really hard...I kept losing my place in my train of thought; thoughts would just disappear out of my head. I couldn't even really talk to her about what has happening sometimes because I lacked a coherent train of thought. If I hadn't been working with her for a couple years now already, I never would have tried to go with it like that. At one point, I saw this faint light in my mind's eye, which was moving, and I started mentally following it...I followed it because I found that when I did, the whole disorientation thing was a lot less fear-inducing. It was kind of like a fractal or a trailer of light that went deeper and deeper into some kind of rabbit hole...
That wasn't all of it, but that fractal/light thing was one of the more compelling parts. When I got up from her table, I said something to the effect of "Holy ♥♥♥♥, that was like some kind of psychic back surgery." Lol. I felt so disoriented that she suggested I sit for a bit before driving home. When I did get home, if I didn't fight it, I noticed that my analytical capacity was somewhat "on hold"...like something was happening that I wasn't supposed to analyze, but it felt o.k.
The funny thing is I don't have many questions about all this. I'm getting to the point where I can trust my guides and the Universe a lot more. I just wanted to share. Something about this was just...really cool. :D Even though I have little conscious idea of what happened.
I began to feel so mentally disoriented that it was kind of freaky. Because I trusted her [the reiki master], I tried to do the Taoist thing and just let stuff happen, and observe it, but it was really hard...I kept losing my place in my train of thought; thoughts would just disappear out of my head. I couldn't even really talk to her about what has happening sometimes because I lacked a coherent train of thought. If I hadn't been working with her for a couple years now already, I never would have tried to go with it like that. At one point, I saw this faint light in my mind's eye, which was moving, and I started mentally following it...I followed it because I found that when I did, the whole disorientation thing was a lot less fear-inducing. It was kind of like a fractal or a trailer of light that went deeper and deeper into some kind of rabbit hole...
That wasn't all of it, but that fractal/light thing was one of the more compelling parts. When I got up from her table, I said something to the effect of "Holy ♥♥♥♥, that was like some kind of psychic back surgery." Lol. I felt so disoriented that she suggested I sit for a bit before driving home. When I did get home, if I didn't fight it, I noticed that my analytical capacity was somewhat "on hold"...like something was happening that I wasn't supposed to analyze, but it felt o.k.
The funny thing is I don't have many questions about all this. I'm getting to the point where I can trust my guides and the Universe a lot more. I just wanted to share. Something about this was just...really cool. :D Even though I have little conscious idea of what happened.