sleepingbeauty
7th September 2009, 07:16 PM
I've just received the "journeys out of the body" cd set and thought I might as well write the sensations I've just had 5 minutes ago. I registered for the PAPI course. I haven't started yet but we're allowed to already use the relaxation cd. I thought that I was going to use the cd for taming the mind and do some energy work. Well, first of all, I find it impossible not to think of anything, as much as I was quite good at it while following the MAP course, I just feel too uneasy (not relaxed enough but not scared as such) with this one not to think of anything. I was sitting there and started to feel numb, it used to take me quite a long time to achieve this, but I got it within 3 minutes. I then tried to relax and do some energy raising but I soon started to feel really wierd, I had the impression I was rotating backwards then forward then rocking from side to side. This time (it's the second time I'm listening to it), I had that impression that I was moving upwards and/or forward, the feeling itself is really nice. I then got flashes of light but not as bright as those I get when I do the energy work, followed by a feeling I just cannot explain, it's like feeling very light, expanding, yet I was still aware of the room and my own sizes. my eyes were flickering like mad, and I got very uneasy when I started to feel "something" (it doesn't feel like hands) touching one side of my hair/face. On one hand I was dying for bob to say that it was the end but on the other, I was excited that I could get in trance so easily. has anyone had that "uneasy" feeling and that infernal internal chat using this cd ?
I've got another question, some people claim they are being possessed by an (astral) entity. Can an entity take the opportunity that a novice is trying to obe to "possess" him/her ?
I've got another question, some people claim they are being possessed by an (astral) entity. Can an entity take the opportunity that a novice is trying to obe to "possess" him/her ?