watrinh
10th December 2008, 10:17 AM
So I was just assaulted maliciously within the past 10 months or so. I'm sure you all know that I'm one of the serious neg abuse victims here, but the past 10 months were an extreme. I was getting assaulted by possibly humans or even spiritual beings. I can't tell who they were but I was so binded that the attacks would happen in real time.
I was seriously seriously maliciously assaulted. I broke free by learning to return their attack send properly which involved taking control of the sender's will. Complicated, but doable. The malicious energy assault would leave me breathless and unable to sleep for days. To increase assault potential or for their enjoyment, they'd absorb my internal and heart chakra.
EDITED: Ok, one thing I forgot to mention is that absorption of the love aspect of the heart chakra forces the victim to experience/become their negative opposite right away. So the perpetrator feels better as the victim feels worse. I suppose this is a natural law within the law of karma to maintain balance in this reality. So you can imagine how malicious my life force felt...
However, now I have another concern... There's now this group of entities that are slightly disappearing from my aura, but also as if they're trying to bind me and perform psychic surgery on my heart chakra as they leave... I can tell that they're nothing good even if they appear to be, because they've got me under binds so I can break free and heal on my own.
One possible theory is the aggravator was performing some pretty intense vampirism on my being and when I returned send, it was as if he started dying. So, his support took bits of my essence to help keep that guy functioning properly.
Another theory is they're trying to make sure they heal me so they don't start experiencing the effects of their send rebounding on them.
Can anybody help with getting some more psychic details on this if possible? Or some speculation would be nice.
I was seriously seriously maliciously assaulted. I broke free by learning to return their attack send properly which involved taking control of the sender's will. Complicated, but doable. The malicious energy assault would leave me breathless and unable to sleep for days. To increase assault potential or for their enjoyment, they'd absorb my internal and heart chakra.
EDITED: Ok, one thing I forgot to mention is that absorption of the love aspect of the heart chakra forces the victim to experience/become their negative opposite right away. So the perpetrator feels better as the victim feels worse. I suppose this is a natural law within the law of karma to maintain balance in this reality. So you can imagine how malicious my life force felt...
However, now I have another concern... There's now this group of entities that are slightly disappearing from my aura, but also as if they're trying to bind me and perform psychic surgery on my heart chakra as they leave... I can tell that they're nothing good even if they appear to be, because they've got me under binds so I can break free and heal on my own.
One possible theory is the aggravator was performing some pretty intense vampirism on my being and when I returned send, it was as if he started dying. So, his support took bits of my essence to help keep that guy functioning properly.
Another theory is they're trying to make sure they heal me so they don't start experiencing the effects of their send rebounding on them.
Can anybody help with getting some more psychic details on this if possible? Or some speculation would be nice.