Neil Templar
21st August 2008, 09:58 AM
this morning i had two disturbing dreams.
in the first it was made known to me that there was "someone" after me.
i was told i was being watched,and i'd be given proof-info about where i'd been,what i was doing.
it basically became a paranoid experience-wondering who it was who was after me.suspecting everyone,working out new ways to come and go from my home,so i wouldn't be seen.climbing over roofs and up and down fire escapes.
there was a technological aspect to the dream-i had a team of coworkers keeping tabs on me electronically,in order to work out who was after me.satellite imagery etc.
it was like that movie -enemy of the state.big brother is watching..
the second dream was about myself and my sister,living in our childhood home.
society had taken a turn for the worse - the streets had become over-run with "dark skinned" hooligans.
(i hope no-one takes offence,it's not intended)
all the "white" folk had left town,and we were being hunted.
more rooftop sneaking ensues..trying to get out of town,keeping to the gardens/off the streets.
when i woke i felt really shaken.
i immediately realised what it must have been like for "blacks" back in the days of slavery,or those who still live in regions where "ethnic cleansing" is taking place.
i felt ashamed and disturbed by human behaviour. :evil: :(
oh,and i'll point out that before bed i set the intention of learning more from my guide.
in the first it was made known to me that there was "someone" after me.
i was told i was being watched,and i'd be given proof-info about where i'd been,what i was doing.
it basically became a paranoid experience-wondering who it was who was after me.suspecting everyone,working out new ways to come and go from my home,so i wouldn't be seen.climbing over roofs and up and down fire escapes.
there was a technological aspect to the dream-i had a team of coworkers keeping tabs on me electronically,in order to work out who was after me.satellite imagery etc.
it was like that movie -enemy of the state.big brother is watching..
the second dream was about myself and my sister,living in our childhood home.
society had taken a turn for the worse - the streets had become over-run with "dark skinned" hooligans.
(i hope no-one takes offence,it's not intended)
all the "white" folk had left town,and we were being hunted.
more rooftop sneaking ensues..trying to get out of town,keeping to the gardens/off the streets.
when i woke i felt really shaken.
i immediately realised what it must have been like for "blacks" back in the days of slavery,or those who still live in regions where "ethnic cleansing" is taking place.
i felt ashamed and disturbed by human behaviour. :evil: :(
oh,and i'll point out that before bed i set the intention of learning more from my guide.