martin booker
21st August 2008, 06:47 AM
Hi Guys :)
As i have grown older I've started to think about the dreams i used to have as a young child (4-5) i have always had a good dream recall like i said i remember meany dreams i had even at 4! the one thing that has not changed is I'm still frightened of the dark, now (33) :oops: .I'm not frightened of snakes/sharks any kind of bugs, hights nothing ill do just about anything,but the dark gets me to the amusement of my mates, (they always get me to pick up the bugs in the house though :wink: )
To the point, most nights just after i had fallen to sleep i would have have a kind of false awakening,i would be in my mum and dads bed and i would scene a person walking slowly up the stairs.It felt like impending doom and i got more frightened the closer he got to the top of the stairs i would be hiding under the pillow and trying like crazy to shake myself awake (i knew i was asleep) but the fear was very real, i also knew that if he made it to the bottom of the bed he would tell me i was going to have a bad dream! and i would with out fail.I say man he looked a lot like the thorn? in the lion the witch and the wardrobe,(the guy under the lamp at the start with human torso and dear like hind and legs) he him self was not scarry it was just the message he brought with him.I would try and plead with him and cry but it never worked and unless i could shake myself awake in a frenzy id be in for a rough night.
This was largely fogotton in my teens,it only resurfaced as i started to get sleep paralasis in my early 20s (not the thorn) but the felling ot terror i would feel,this prompted me to this post and the question? Do you think i was the onset of a O.B.E that as a child i interpreted as a bad dream or something else? Like i said the creature was i feel not evil and i wonder if i will meet him again this went on for several years?
Any one else had this kind of thing?
Thanks for reading.
Kind Regards Martin :)
As i have grown older I've started to think about the dreams i used to have as a young child (4-5) i have always had a good dream recall like i said i remember meany dreams i had even at 4! the one thing that has not changed is I'm still frightened of the dark, now (33) :oops: .I'm not frightened of snakes/sharks any kind of bugs, hights nothing ill do just about anything,but the dark gets me to the amusement of my mates, (they always get me to pick up the bugs in the house though :wink: )
To the point, most nights just after i had fallen to sleep i would have have a kind of false awakening,i would be in my mum and dads bed and i would scene a person walking slowly up the stairs.It felt like impending doom and i got more frightened the closer he got to the top of the stairs i would be hiding under the pillow and trying like crazy to shake myself awake (i knew i was asleep) but the fear was very real, i also knew that if he made it to the bottom of the bed he would tell me i was going to have a bad dream! and i would with out fail.I say man he looked a lot like the thorn? in the lion the witch and the wardrobe,(the guy under the lamp at the start with human torso and dear like hind and legs) he him self was not scarry it was just the message he brought with him.I would try and plead with him and cry but it never worked and unless i could shake myself awake in a frenzy id be in for a rough night.
This was largely fogotton in my teens,it only resurfaced as i started to get sleep paralasis in my early 20s (not the thorn) but the felling ot terror i would feel,this prompted me to this post and the question? Do you think i was the onset of a O.B.E that as a child i interpreted as a bad dream or something else? Like i said the creature was i feel not evil and i wonder if i will meet him again this went on for several years?
Any one else had this kind of thing?
Thanks for reading.
Kind Regards Martin :)