cody0777
19th May 2008, 02:17 AM
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During a pretty deep meditation I remembered this symbol. I dont where its from but it first came to me as a feeling not the symbol at first. Ill try to explain the best I can, I remember feeling the feeling of the symbol for a very long time either during dreams or lucidity but all ways forgetting all about it when returning to my normal state. Keep in mind that I remember haveing these experiences now because I have some how kept this symbol with me. I think I have been able to do this threw my effort to remember every thing I experience in every state of my being. Back to the point, the feeling of this symbol before I knew what it looked like was kind of like a ball of energy that my mind could barely move but I knew that it was some how closly connected to me. Now when I was in my meditation this feeling came up and I was thinking Oh! I got you now! You sneaky thing! and when I grabed its knowledge with my new found power to remember what I do in altered states it turned into that shape! When I want it it's there always its always there so I have no need to visualize it because IT IS! When I send it around my body I seem to get a increase in power in that area and a healing effect also but it closes kundalini activity instantly so that makes me think its different from kundalini.
Im sorry for the confusingness of all this but it feels so natural to me. If any one has any input I would be most grateful.
Ill post any changes if any arise.
During a pretty deep meditation I remembered this symbol. I dont where its from but it first came to me as a feeling not the symbol at first. Ill try to explain the best I can, I remember feeling the feeling of the symbol for a very long time either during dreams or lucidity but all ways forgetting all about it when returning to my normal state. Keep in mind that I remember haveing these experiences now because I have some how kept this symbol with me. I think I have been able to do this threw my effort to remember every thing I experience in every state of my being. Back to the point, the feeling of this symbol before I knew what it looked like was kind of like a ball of energy that my mind could barely move but I knew that it was some how closly connected to me. Now when I was in my meditation this feeling came up and I was thinking Oh! I got you now! You sneaky thing! and when I grabed its knowledge with my new found power to remember what I do in altered states it turned into that shape! When I want it it's there always its always there so I have no need to visualize it because IT IS! When I send it around my body I seem to get a increase in power in that area and a healing effect also but it closes kundalini activity instantly so that makes me think its different from kundalini.
Im sorry for the confusingness of all this but it feels so natural to me. If any one has any input I would be most grateful.
Ill post any changes if any arise.