Seeuzin
5th May 2008, 01:57 AM
I recently had a neg in my left hip, which I got rid of. It fed off of sexual frustration energy and repressed anger that I had stored there. Now that it's gone, I'm feeling energy, mostly sexual in nature, build up in that area. It's as if all the energies that were being siphoned there by the neg, are still going there, but they're not being eaten and processed by the neg, they're just sitting there now.
What should I do to solve this energy build-up problem? I imagine a two-pronged solution, where I learn to redirect my sexual energies to whereever they are supposed to go instead of all to my left hip, and where I also drain off the existing energies there as needed. The problem is, I try siphoning off the sexual energies down my leg and through my foot into the ground, and I barely feel any relief. If engage in an activity that ends in sexual release, that also only gives relief for about five minutes. Is persistance the key here, or is there some stronger method I could employ to drain off all this excess?
I'm kind of afraid that if this buildup continues I'll be tempted to let the neg back in just to friggen get rid of the problem. That, I know, would only cause other problems, and so I want to "head all those difficulties off at the pass" by taking action to ease the buildup now. If it comes to a battle of wills where I just have to do my best to not let the neg back in, so be it, but I'd rather not find myself in that position if I can help it.
What should I do to solve this energy build-up problem? I imagine a two-pronged solution, where I learn to redirect my sexual energies to whereever they are supposed to go instead of all to my left hip, and where I also drain off the existing energies there as needed. The problem is, I try siphoning off the sexual energies down my leg and through my foot into the ground, and I barely feel any relief. If engage in an activity that ends in sexual release, that also only gives relief for about five minutes. Is persistance the key here, or is there some stronger method I could employ to drain off all this excess?
I'm kind of afraid that if this buildup continues I'll be tempted to let the neg back in just to friggen get rid of the problem. That, I know, would only cause other problems, and so I want to "head all those difficulties off at the pass" by taking action to ease the buildup now. If it comes to a battle of wills where I just have to do my best to not let the neg back in, so be it, but I'd rather not find myself in that position if I can help it.