sabran
18th March 2008, 03:28 AM
Hello,
I'm not sure if this is the right place for this question but I was hoping you might be able to shed some light on something that has been happening to me over the last few years.
Basically, a few years back I was going through a really stressful time and one night I had to walk home from work in cold wet weather (a few miles) and was rather upset. I had been interested in a certain man for a while and while I was walking home all of a sudden it was as if a man was standing in front of me I could see him although I knew he wasn't really there. And I thought "wow, you're not like J (the guy I was interested in) at all!
Over the next few years, exit my interest in J but this male energy (for lack of a better term) visited me on and off. It was like I was being visited astrally. I was concerned that I might link up psychically with someon who wasn't a nice person but more of a psychic leach (having had some of that in the past and not wanting to repeat it!) so I stopped reaching out mentally for this energy which I found I had begun to do.
So, now, recently I have not felt this energy having not been looking as I said and if I felt it come around I ignored it. But just this past week it was very very strong and clear. I could see his face, he was close up in front of me. I wasn't afraid and he "feels" very nice. I'm just not sure what or who it is. I don't know if it's a person I've known from a past life who visits me in spirit; a spirit giude; someone dropping by astrally who I don't know - if that's possible. Is there a way to find out? The energy seems to come around strongest when I am going through or about to go through a bad time - those times I see the person in my minds eye. Other times I just feel his presence.
I hope this post isn't too long. Thank you for any guidance.
I'm not sure if this is the right place for this question but I was hoping you might be able to shed some light on something that has been happening to me over the last few years.
Basically, a few years back I was going through a really stressful time and one night I had to walk home from work in cold wet weather (a few miles) and was rather upset. I had been interested in a certain man for a while and while I was walking home all of a sudden it was as if a man was standing in front of me I could see him although I knew he wasn't really there. And I thought "wow, you're not like J (the guy I was interested in) at all!
Over the next few years, exit my interest in J but this male energy (for lack of a better term) visited me on and off. It was like I was being visited astrally. I was concerned that I might link up psychically with someon who wasn't a nice person but more of a psychic leach (having had some of that in the past and not wanting to repeat it!) so I stopped reaching out mentally for this energy which I found I had begun to do.
So, now, recently I have not felt this energy having not been looking as I said and if I felt it come around I ignored it. But just this past week it was very very strong and clear. I could see his face, he was close up in front of me. I wasn't afraid and he "feels" very nice. I'm just not sure what or who it is. I don't know if it's a person I've known from a past life who visits me in spirit; a spirit giude; someone dropping by astrally who I don't know - if that's possible. Is there a way to find out? The energy seems to come around strongest when I am going through or about to go through a bad time - those times I see the person in my minds eye. Other times I just feel his presence.
I hope this post isn't too long. Thank you for any guidance.