Alaskans
30th January 2008, 09:53 PM
(This is just my thoughts feelings and theories)
I often have this problem with music playing nonstop in my head. Sometimes it will be the same song playing all day and night, as I fall asleep, and it's still playing when I wake up, sometimes for weeks. It is like something seperate from me, even when I ignore it for days it keeps going. I cant control it unless I use superhuman intent on it (I mean REALLY powerfull intent.. which is maybe good practice). It gets worse when I have a lot of energy, and at my lowest it stops. I'm not at all attached to music (I dont often listen to it), but it plays automaticly during meditation, exept if I manage to get into ultra deep trance. I noticed that thoughts manifest externally through the hands and mouth as substances, especially during energy work, I havent noticed the music do that, unless I care about what is playing. I did however have the feeling that my energy is flowing into the songs. Not like a vampire, but like a spillover. I drew some energy from the songs, and there was a lot in them, but I stopped b/c I quickly filled up and I didnt know exactly what kinds of things are in the songs (the music stopped as I was drawing from them). I guess I have a lot of energy according to other people. I was thinking that perhaps I'm unintentionally storing energy in another dimension by charging the songs, the songs keep playing by themselves because the energy gives them life and existence. I care because it is rather distracting sometimes during meditation (especially if its a song I dont like), I want total silence or good thoughts only. If it's exess energy I couldnt imagine that I dont have enough room to store it in my bodies and have to resort to song. But if it helps the world by people listening to the songs I charge, then I am very happy to be of service to humanity :D
I often have this problem with music playing nonstop in my head. Sometimes it will be the same song playing all day and night, as I fall asleep, and it's still playing when I wake up, sometimes for weeks. It is like something seperate from me, even when I ignore it for days it keeps going. I cant control it unless I use superhuman intent on it (I mean REALLY powerfull intent.. which is maybe good practice). It gets worse when I have a lot of energy, and at my lowest it stops. I'm not at all attached to music (I dont often listen to it), but it plays automaticly during meditation, exept if I manage to get into ultra deep trance. I noticed that thoughts manifest externally through the hands and mouth as substances, especially during energy work, I havent noticed the music do that, unless I care about what is playing. I did however have the feeling that my energy is flowing into the songs. Not like a vampire, but like a spillover. I drew some energy from the songs, and there was a lot in them, but I stopped b/c I quickly filled up and I didnt know exactly what kinds of things are in the songs (the music stopped as I was drawing from them). I guess I have a lot of energy according to other people. I was thinking that perhaps I'm unintentionally storing energy in another dimension by charging the songs, the songs keep playing by themselves because the energy gives them life and existence. I care because it is rather distracting sometimes during meditation (especially if its a song I dont like), I want total silence or good thoughts only. If it's exess energy I couldnt imagine that I dont have enough room to store it in my bodies and have to resort to song. But if it helps the world by people listening to the songs I charge, then I am very happy to be of service to humanity :D