ecksemmess
13th October 2007, 02:09 PM
I've had weird dreams and "sleep experiences" for years and years, but *this* was a new one. I'd love to hear what everyone thinks about this.
I went to sleep the other day, very exhausted. When I fall asleep exhausted, I always sleep like the dead for between three and four hours. During this period, it's extremely, extremely difficult to wake me up, and I generally remember nothing whatsoever due to the depth of the sleep.
This time, however, around two hours in, I suddenly had the very fuzzy beginnings of a memory stream; it starts with me being in my room, either in some sort of dream or in the real-time zone. Vision/sound and thought processes are extremely murky, and the memory itself isn't very clear. Then I suddenly feel a sense that something is badly wrong. Before I even know what I'm doing, I find myself seemingly in my physical body, screaming like a beast, as loud as possible and nonstop. However, during this, I'm not scared. I'm actually calm, but feel a sense of disturbing urgency; I'm screaming because I HAVE to, not because I'm scared of something. (I later realized after waking up that I must not have been physically screaming, for various reasons). Before long, I was jarred physically awake, and found I had been sleeping on my arm, which was now completely numb.
The thing is, the "sleeping on numb arm" thing has happened to me lots of times before, but nothing as weird as this has happened as I woke up to rectify it. Maybe it's just never happened in such a deep sleep before, and the higher aspects of myself decided desperate measures were needed to wake me up before some kind of damage set in? Are there any alternate possibilities? Would love to know what you guys think.
I went to sleep the other day, very exhausted. When I fall asleep exhausted, I always sleep like the dead for between three and four hours. During this period, it's extremely, extremely difficult to wake me up, and I generally remember nothing whatsoever due to the depth of the sleep.
This time, however, around two hours in, I suddenly had the very fuzzy beginnings of a memory stream; it starts with me being in my room, either in some sort of dream or in the real-time zone. Vision/sound and thought processes are extremely murky, and the memory itself isn't very clear. Then I suddenly feel a sense that something is badly wrong. Before I even know what I'm doing, I find myself seemingly in my physical body, screaming like a beast, as loud as possible and nonstop. However, during this, I'm not scared. I'm actually calm, but feel a sense of disturbing urgency; I'm screaming because I HAVE to, not because I'm scared of something. (I later realized after waking up that I must not have been physically screaming, for various reasons). Before long, I was jarred physically awake, and found I had been sleeping on my arm, which was now completely numb.
The thing is, the "sleeping on numb arm" thing has happened to me lots of times before, but nothing as weird as this has happened as I woke up to rectify it. Maybe it's just never happened in such a deep sleep before, and the higher aspects of myself decided desperate measures were needed to wake me up before some kind of damage set in? Are there any alternate possibilities? Would love to know what you guys think.