dslandolfe
24th August 2007, 07:22 AM
The trauma I would like retrieval for was about 7 months ago. I had panic disorder at that time and due to a number of loses all at the same time I finally gave out because of the loss, stress, and confusion in my life. One of my best friends died, my step father attacked me and I got kicked out of my mother's house, my girlfriend got taken away to an institution and we broke up as a result, I then lost my apartment, my mother then lost her house(that I grew up in), her marriage failed, I was forced to leave my home town, I then lost my apartment in a nearby city, my cat died, I then tried to commit suicide, then while in a mental hospital I had a psychotic break where I felt my energy body seperating off in pieces swirling around me in a huge metal grinding on metal sound and burning sensations all over my body feeling like my energy body was self destructing especially in my hands head and neck. This went on for almost 4 sleepless nights in that hospital bed. The strangest thing was when I would lay down in that spot I would be dragged
in the psychosis again but only in that place where I initially was. The hospital would not permit me to change beds so night after night I was trapped in that hole in the dimensional fabric. Forced to go through the torment of my trauma over and over. Since then I feel spaced out all the time and feel myself slipping out of my body all the time. I feel that that large part of me can be returned to it's rightful place within and bring me peace and wholeness once again. Please if someone can do a soul retrieval to recover me from that hospital I will be forever in your debt.
I have a picture of me at the following address.
in the psychosis again but only in that place where I initially was. The hospital would not permit me to change beds so night after night I was trapped in that hole in the dimensional fabric. Forced to go through the torment of my trauma over and over. Since then I feel spaced out all the time and feel myself slipping out of my body all the time. I feel that that large part of me can be returned to it's rightful place within and bring me peace and wholeness once again. Please if someone can do a soul retrieval to recover me from that hospital I will be forever in your debt.
I have a picture of me at the following address.