oath
6th October 2005, 09:50 AM
yesterday as I laid down for sleep I decided to try obe. When I do obe I usually do my energy work hand in hand. Anyway so I bring a lot of energy into me and try and get it flowing really good, usually have at least 2 to 3 major rushes like this before I stop. Well I did this as usual and was thinking about things all the same time, and thinking about what I was going to do if I obe when I was struck with some fears and was trying to talk myself out of which brough on more energy rushes when I found that inner strength to persist no matter what the cost.
I started to drift into sleep. It had not been 1 minute of seeing the imagery that my whole left side blazed with a very strong energy rush. It made me more aware and excited and I noticed that I was starting to get the paralysis. I concentrated on this and observed as much as I could. I realized that this energy on my left was distinctly different then the energy on my right and made me think of the male female aspect or positive negative. I seemed to be split right down the middle. Anyone ever have anything like this?
I did not obe btw and had troube falling asleep for quite some time
I started to drift into sleep. It had not been 1 minute of seeing the imagery that my whole left side blazed with a very strong energy rush. It made me more aware and excited and I noticed that I was starting to get the paralysis. I concentrated on this and observed as much as I could. I realized that this energy on my left was distinctly different then the energy on my right and made me think of the male female aspect or positive negative. I seemed to be split right down the middle. Anyone ever have anything like this?
I did not obe btw and had troube falling asleep for quite some time