Aunt Clair
23rd July 2007, 09:29 AM
I . RTZ OBE w/ mind split
I woke early at 4 am due to my meds wearing off and being in intense pain so I came out to the study to work on my book .My husband was going away for business and he rose early too . After he showered he helped me back to bed , I took more meds and was drifting back to sleep when the taxi rocked up .
I projected out of my body to the rooftop but could not see the cab . Suddenly I was in it . I thought it strange that all I saw was the gas pedals . I looked up and saw the cabbie's jeans . Then he got out of the cab to help my husband and I heard the boot close shut . The car was backing down the driveway and I felt excited to be riding while projecting .
I tried to sit down in the cab but I could not . I tried to see my husband but I could not . I saw instead the lock on the door the steering wheel and the window . I realised that I was floating on the ceiling of the cab facing the front seat . So I tried to split consciousness .
I saw an image of myself in the roof of the car looking like metal as if I was floating up out of it and I realised I was barely hanging in the car . Suddenly I realised the cab had a sort of filter or shield and I was not an invited passenger . So I thought if I sit upon my husband's lap then I will be in an allowed space . I thought of him , linked to him and sat down .
He seemed surprised and anxious . He shifted his weight . I was bounced and came back to my body .
II
I thought since I was tranced and relaxed , I would give it another go . I brought up energy and was laying there when I suddenly projected violently . I had planned to vibe out legs to chest and come off my back , but I bounced out of my head instead I came out with such force that it felt as if my feet actually kicked my skull .
I know that it was only my energy body feet but it was the sensation was like a physical one . I realised that I was in a deep trance and my body was completely in paralysis . I could not wiggle a finger . Yet I was sort of stuck in my head still , lol . Then I thought to just come out slowly thru the same exit the rest of the energy body had made . And as I came out my face started vibing up . And I sort of plopped onto the floor wet and heavy . I was astonished this was not a projection form I was used to at all .
In the mental body I am either a mini me air element energy body or a golden seed of light . In the Astral Double body I am a pink or rose coloured silhouette of my higher self appearing about 28 years old . But both forms were very light compared to this heavy one . This was more like the etheric giant projection only wet energy . This was very different .
Curious to see what I looked like I tried to walk to the mirror . But the form was very heavy and I had to sort of slide my feet dragging self slowly across my room . I looked in the mirror and could only see the room in indigo . Everything was a shade of blue . I wondered what it would look like to see in the mirror . I got a vision of a sand mold and saw my face inside out , lol .
The bathroom looked lighter shades of blue and gray .I walked to my bathroom mirror where the sunlight had come in and saw that my face looked like myself today ! That is , my hair was my current style and I looked like a 50 year old woman instead of the higher self face . I was amazed . I have been trying for years to project in skin colour and I finally did it . But I looked down at my hands and they were see through so I am still not quite there yet . I split consciousness and bi located so I could see my body . I was just like I am today except I had on a long dress.
As I was looking at myself , I fell back into my body and it seemed like falling backwards through a thin layer of water . I saw this akashic skin that I fell through which felt like water and shimmered like a mirror . As I came into the body I felt my face begin to itch like crazy . I had the cobweb effect worse than ever .
I woke early at 4 am due to my meds wearing off and being in intense pain so I came out to the study to work on my book .My husband was going away for business and he rose early too . After he showered he helped me back to bed , I took more meds and was drifting back to sleep when the taxi rocked up .
I projected out of my body to the rooftop but could not see the cab . Suddenly I was in it . I thought it strange that all I saw was the gas pedals . I looked up and saw the cabbie's jeans . Then he got out of the cab to help my husband and I heard the boot close shut . The car was backing down the driveway and I felt excited to be riding while projecting .
I tried to sit down in the cab but I could not . I tried to see my husband but I could not . I saw instead the lock on the door the steering wheel and the window . I realised that I was floating on the ceiling of the cab facing the front seat . So I tried to split consciousness .
I saw an image of myself in the roof of the car looking like metal as if I was floating up out of it and I realised I was barely hanging in the car . Suddenly I realised the cab had a sort of filter or shield and I was not an invited passenger . So I thought if I sit upon my husband's lap then I will be in an allowed space . I thought of him , linked to him and sat down .
He seemed surprised and anxious . He shifted his weight . I was bounced and came back to my body .
II
I thought since I was tranced and relaxed , I would give it another go . I brought up energy and was laying there when I suddenly projected violently . I had planned to vibe out legs to chest and come off my back , but I bounced out of my head instead I came out with such force that it felt as if my feet actually kicked my skull .
I know that it was only my energy body feet but it was the sensation was like a physical one . I realised that I was in a deep trance and my body was completely in paralysis . I could not wiggle a finger . Yet I was sort of stuck in my head still , lol . Then I thought to just come out slowly thru the same exit the rest of the energy body had made . And as I came out my face started vibing up . And I sort of plopped onto the floor wet and heavy . I was astonished this was not a projection form I was used to at all .
In the mental body I am either a mini me air element energy body or a golden seed of light . In the Astral Double body I am a pink or rose coloured silhouette of my higher self appearing about 28 years old . But both forms were very light compared to this heavy one . This was more like the etheric giant projection only wet energy . This was very different .
Curious to see what I looked like I tried to walk to the mirror . But the form was very heavy and I had to sort of slide my feet dragging self slowly across my room . I looked in the mirror and could only see the room in indigo . Everything was a shade of blue . I wondered what it would look like to see in the mirror . I got a vision of a sand mold and saw my face inside out , lol .
The bathroom looked lighter shades of blue and gray .I walked to my bathroom mirror where the sunlight had come in and saw that my face looked like myself today ! That is , my hair was my current style and I looked like a 50 year old woman instead of the higher self face . I was amazed . I have been trying for years to project in skin colour and I finally did it . But I looked down at my hands and they were see through so I am still not quite there yet . I split consciousness and bi located so I could see my body . I was just like I am today except I had on a long dress.
As I was looking at myself , I fell back into my body and it seemed like falling backwards through a thin layer of water . I saw this akashic skin that I fell through which felt like water and shimmered like a mirror . As I came into the body I felt my face begin to itch like crazy . I had the cobweb effect worse than ever .