oath
2nd October 2005, 07:55 AM
Ok, Ive been doing New and other things like spirituality and trying to obe for a little over a month now and am having great results.
Anyways, last week I was doing my thing and trying to figure something out and talking to myself when I had to use the restroom. After I get finished doing my business I go to wash my hands and notice myself in the mirror and I stare into my eyes and I am still talking to myself, some outloud, and trying to figure something out. My hands are wet, I back away from the sink a few steps and just stand there, looking into my eyes, hands dripping. THEN all of a sudden I feel a massive amount of energy around my hands. It's such a cool type of energy too! Like you can throw a fireball type feeling! Unfortunately, for you the reader :p I did not try anything but just tried to be aware and examine what was going on. Now I find that I can make my hands very active with this same type of energy at will. And I have been having things around me move on their own when I notice them, and this energy is feeling to me like it could move an object. Its more solid, and I have pressed it to my skin and had to strain a little bit to keep my hand from moving. So maybe this is something like that, maybe not, the possibilities are great and I have no idea why I have not been experimenting much with it! Ill keep posting my results here. One more thing though, The other day, I was chatting with the member Star and he told me that he attacked my hand (while I was making the energy active) and he said that it hurt him. I did not feel a thing. Any ideas? Also once I was messing around with another friend and he said that he attacked me with some energy and it knocked him back, maybe this is some kind of subconscious retalliation or something different?
Edit:Also, I was in a very spiritually aware sort of state of mind when I was looking into the mirror at myself. Thinking about some problems or difficulties mainly a demon, what I was going to do about it, where or what path I wanted to take in life, etc...
Anyways, last week I was doing my thing and trying to figure something out and talking to myself when I had to use the restroom. After I get finished doing my business I go to wash my hands and notice myself in the mirror and I stare into my eyes and I am still talking to myself, some outloud, and trying to figure something out. My hands are wet, I back away from the sink a few steps and just stand there, looking into my eyes, hands dripping. THEN all of a sudden I feel a massive amount of energy around my hands. It's such a cool type of energy too! Like you can throw a fireball type feeling! Unfortunately, for you the reader :p I did not try anything but just tried to be aware and examine what was going on. Now I find that I can make my hands very active with this same type of energy at will. And I have been having things around me move on their own when I notice them, and this energy is feeling to me like it could move an object. Its more solid, and I have pressed it to my skin and had to strain a little bit to keep my hand from moving. So maybe this is something like that, maybe not, the possibilities are great and I have no idea why I have not been experimenting much with it! Ill keep posting my results here. One more thing though, The other day, I was chatting with the member Star and he told me that he attacked my hand (while I was making the energy active) and he said that it hurt him. I did not feel a thing. Any ideas? Also once I was messing around with another friend and he said that he attacked me with some energy and it knocked him back, maybe this is some kind of subconscious retalliation or something different?
Edit:Also, I was in a very spiritually aware sort of state of mind when I was looking into the mirror at myself. Thinking about some problems or difficulties mainly a demon, what I was going to do about it, where or what path I wanted to take in life, etc...