Snowman23
10th April 2007, 11:21 PM
Hello Robert. I'll try to keep this as short as I can, because I know you've been asked about kundalini and age quite a bit. I have a few questions though in regards to my own personal situation.
Ever since the age of around 12 (I'm 16 now) I have been dealing with a ''mystery ailment''. I have been to several neurologists and doctors, and they have found nothing. The symptoms started out with mental and emotional changes, then the canopy expanded and included a slight tremor in my right hand, twitching, spasms, irrational anxiety, occasional breathing changes/difficulty and muscle weakness which alternated in different limbs. Something about me changed around that time as well, although I can't quite put my hands on it. Mainly a higher maturity level, intelligence, perception and wondering whether or not I'm insane sometimes.
The symptoms have diminished these days and I'm now questioning whether or not this could be a kundalini awakening? I have experienced over the past few months periods of blissfull sensations at the base of my spine. I'm pretty sure I haven't raised it, because as you describe it, I think I would have noticed.
If it is awakened, I have a couple of concernes...
If kundalini is active, does this mean that it is only a matter of time until the raising?
What would you say is the best thing I can do to proceed? Is age really that relevant or does it ultimately come down to emotional/mental maturity? I am aware of the risks of all this. I'm not afraid of them, but I take note. I believe that if this was going to be a problem, it wouldn't have happened to me spontaneously. I do a lot of self examination and reflecting and I think I ''know myself'' enough to avoid too many emotional problems. I feel that the energy itself has made me more balanced emotionally, in a way. I'm wary of the actual raising event though, and would like to postpone it until later in life, if I can. What do I know though, this is why I'm asking you for your advice.
Ever since the age of around 12 (I'm 16 now) I have been dealing with a ''mystery ailment''. I have been to several neurologists and doctors, and they have found nothing. The symptoms started out with mental and emotional changes, then the canopy expanded and included a slight tremor in my right hand, twitching, spasms, irrational anxiety, occasional breathing changes/difficulty and muscle weakness which alternated in different limbs. Something about me changed around that time as well, although I can't quite put my hands on it. Mainly a higher maturity level, intelligence, perception and wondering whether or not I'm insane sometimes.
The symptoms have diminished these days and I'm now questioning whether or not this could be a kundalini awakening? I have experienced over the past few months periods of blissfull sensations at the base of my spine. I'm pretty sure I haven't raised it, because as you describe it, I think I would have noticed.
If it is awakened, I have a couple of concernes...
If kundalini is active, does this mean that it is only a matter of time until the raising?
What would you say is the best thing I can do to proceed? Is age really that relevant or does it ultimately come down to emotional/mental maturity? I am aware of the risks of all this. I'm not afraid of them, but I take note. I believe that if this was going to be a problem, it wouldn't have happened to me spontaneously. I do a lot of self examination and reflecting and I think I ''know myself'' enough to avoid too many emotional problems. I feel that the energy itself has made me more balanced emotionally, in a way. I'm wary of the actual raising event though, and would like to postpone it until later in life, if I can. What do I know though, this is why I'm asking you for your advice.