ileo75
27th February 2007, 03:11 PM
Hello,
when i received MAP as a present and after reading a few chapters, i decided to try BWGen.
started with first wave as advised.
Anyway, i KNOW that in music there are vibrational frequencies to calm us down as well as to excite ourselves, like in dancing. So i thought, cool, lets try and see what happens... .
well, i remember sitting down and allowing the exercise to happen. I didn´t add any extras as bird singing, nor ocean waves, nor wind effects to it. wanted it to be as scientifical as it is supposed to be.
So i initialted my listening.
did the requeired time, BUT it was really a forced thing. in the first 5 minutes it brought me such a bad sensation...God, and i remeber thinking "weird", then my thought continued "Let it run , chnage will probably occur and you will feel the difference", so i did, but change that occured was for worst.
So, i would like to understand why.
We all do have a moreless specific frequency generally speaking and i suppose that these sounds in BWGen are meant to make us develop sensations that will help feel better, relaxed and hopefully allow a state for reading the projection experience.
Of course, i didnt expect anything at all, just wanted to know what it was.
My friend who was online during my experience allowed me the necessary time and was also curious, cause he himself has used the BWGen and only had good experience through it.
So, what could have possibly gone in a weird direction as to my first experiment with BWGen??
I really felt so discomfortabel that it never called my attention again. I sort of fear the use of it. Can anyone tell me why exactly?
Just as a note to finish: i love meditations, do then quite well, had extraordinary experiments through some and also had a few CDs with soft special music to help align my chakras. All these always ran well for me.
Thank you,
& i am sorry to start this section with this personally neg experiment throught BWGen. Never posted it before cause always got distracted with other topics here in AD and also was willing to go through another test before writing this one. But NEXT TIME didnt come yet, and i think it is due to the non understanding of the first effect i felt with BWGen.
when i received MAP as a present and after reading a few chapters, i decided to try BWGen.
started with first wave as advised.
Anyway, i KNOW that in music there are vibrational frequencies to calm us down as well as to excite ourselves, like in dancing. So i thought, cool, lets try and see what happens... .
well, i remember sitting down and allowing the exercise to happen. I didn´t add any extras as bird singing, nor ocean waves, nor wind effects to it. wanted it to be as scientifical as it is supposed to be.
So i initialted my listening.
did the requeired time, BUT it was really a forced thing. in the first 5 minutes it brought me such a bad sensation...God, and i remeber thinking "weird", then my thought continued "Let it run , chnage will probably occur and you will feel the difference", so i did, but change that occured was for worst.
So, i would like to understand why.
We all do have a moreless specific frequency generally speaking and i suppose that these sounds in BWGen are meant to make us develop sensations that will help feel better, relaxed and hopefully allow a state for reading the projection experience.
Of course, i didnt expect anything at all, just wanted to know what it was.
My friend who was online during my experience allowed me the necessary time and was also curious, cause he himself has used the BWGen and only had good experience through it.
So, what could have possibly gone in a weird direction as to my first experiment with BWGen??
I really felt so discomfortabel that it never called my attention again. I sort of fear the use of it. Can anyone tell me why exactly?
Just as a note to finish: i love meditations, do then quite well, had extraordinary experiments through some and also had a few CDs with soft special music to help align my chakras. All these always ran well for me.
Thank you,
& i am sorry to start this section with this personally neg experiment throught BWGen. Never posted it before cause always got distracted with other topics here in AD and also was willing to go through another test before writing this one. But NEXT TIME didnt come yet, and i think it is due to the non understanding of the first effect i felt with BWGen.