Need help to figure out what's happening to me....

[Kgirl]

Hey there,

So, I'm not really sure how to describe what I experienced, but I will do my best.

I've been sort of playing around with sexual energy and seeing how/if it can create certain experiences. I was around this person who's been a muse for this exploration.

What happened was I felt myself go out of body, while I was just having a regular conversation with them, and I felt my energy body reaching out to them and interacting with them, and then I almost felt like my physical body was going to follow suit and do the same thing.

It happened twice. It was a very powerful feeling.. nothing I have felt before. I can't even convey the power I felt from it either.

[olyris]

I would think your higher self is teaching you tantra... "honest" sex. it can be done watching pornography but I don't know if you're into that. I am :P

[Timothy]

In the concept of "power" as self-arousal and/or co-aroused by/thru an other, I feel perhaps that your first hand learning is introspection and audit of your personal-boundaries, for from there is any one's allowance to any other's boundaries or lack thereof. With (honest) power comes personal responsibility and self-accountability.

What one feeds (allows to be co-fed) grows, and fed can grow big enough to turn and devour the one (any one) feeding (allowing) "it".

Consider the senses...each one individually. Though they all harnessed together Samed...pull/convey the Same (you), What is their arrangement? Are they in unison? To whom is their charge given? Is it "you" or is "it" you? Are you yet at all chargeable in and of your own true self?

What is one's (any one co-involved) permission? What is being permissive?

Ref. Matt. 10:16 ; Gospel of Thomas #7

Reading: Http://ocoy.org/original-christianity/the-gospel-of-thomas-for-yogis/eat-or-be-eaten/

Audio/Visual - Illuminated Chakras - http://youtu.be/fQxvkFR5uuE

Ref. 1Peter 5:8 ; 2 Timothy 4:17

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Non-Predatorial

My Prayer set the Sentinel at the door/s...That even as I self-studiously may in & out going as Me...I as well might my Self outcome without as rellished prey having appeared...ergo be followed.

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[Kgirl]

not anymore :P I guess I will look more into tantra then... :)

[Kgirl]

Deep response dude...

I gotta read this a couple of times to get myself to really meld with it.

I think you are saying that I'm letting the energy become its own thing, taking place over me? But if so, how do I know that's a bad/unwanted outcome? Could the energy not be of a higher nature making me more of myself?

[Timothy]

Deep response dude...

I gotta read this a couple of times to get myself to really meld with it.

I think you are saying that I'm letting the energy become its own thing, taking place over me? But if so, how do I know that's a bad/unwanted outcome? Could the energy not be of a higher nature making me more of myself?

Make your Mark...not scars.

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