Thinking about astral projection more likely to project?

[Genesis]

Just thought this was odd and was wondering if any of you have the same thing happen. I haven't try to consciously project for a long time, but every now and then I'll have a thought in my bed before sleeping that tells me "Hum, it's been a while I haven't had an OOBE". Sure enough, when I go sleep I end up projecting.

It happened tonight and it was a pretty intense projection. I had rarely been THAT conscious and had that much control over the experience. I find it weird that that happens just by thinking about it, because I didn't actually want to project. I remember thinking that I wanted a good, calm night of sleep so I was hoping it didn't happen and it did.

For some reason, I often try to stop the experience when I feel it's happening, but then I end up giving in to it. I think part or it is fear, because at the beginning everything can be a bit scary. Over time though, I feel less and less fear which I guess is a good thing.

So what are your thoughts? Can simply THINKINH about astral projection make you project, in your experience?

[CFTraveler]

It used to happen all the time, but not any more, but the way I live now, I make it pretty difficult.

[Timothy]

It used to happen all the time, but not any more, but the way I live now, I make it pretty difficult.

CF,

Hey You...

???"...,but the way I live now, I make it pretty difficult."???

Ya know CF, you patiently revealed to me how to take my huge blocks of unreadable miasma & confusion, and deliver it as concise legible statements. And teacher, I thank You for affording me this watchful place to have in my difficulty...cut my teeth.

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I can say that I am forgiven and loved, and that I may be forgiving and loving. But if I don't hold this...my presence...as forgiveness & love, then I am but a mockery to that to me given...even as that from me giving mocks. Jude 1:18-25 and (et)all

Because it's not about me, such that I arrogantly turn to see my presence of life is not mine as worthy & deserving of me of/as/in it.

What is mine Is me that mine even IS.

Spoke The Words - http://youtu.be/5s___8YMIwI

Miasma & confusion <~> forgiveness & love <~> worthy & deserving

Justification <~> Purification <~> Sanctification

JUST <~> PURE <~> SANCT

Titus 1:15-16

Tim

[CFTraveler]

It's a matter of logistics- I haven't been able to get in the right mindset when I do have time, and haven't been able to set aside the time. It may be a 'growth' thing, or it may be something else. Instead of forcing it, I'm just going with the flow.