Neil Templar
20th September 2015, 11:45 AM
So, another spider dream.
The spider (symbolic of fears/negative behavioural patterns) this time wasn't something i feared.
(I've worked on this in previous encounters, with an observable progression of lessening the fear and transforming my relationship with it...)
In a house, not my house, but a shared house, possibly a holiday home or something, myself and a few friends are all sharing one bedroom. There are several beds around the room, with lots of bedclothes (covers) everywhere.
There is a very large spider in the room, freely roaming around, under covers, over the beds. Everyone knows about it and has no problem with it.
I have no fear of it, but i know i don't want it anywhere near me either.
It seems to be someone's pet, but that fact, or who the owner is, is never clarified.There are a couple of friends lying in a bed, aware of the spider too, but unconcerned about it's existence.
At some point i leave the room for a while, and when i return, the room has changed. The beds have all been made. Someone has been in and tidied the whole place.
We (me and an unseen companion) begin to search the room, wondering where the spider is, a little concerned that whoever cleaned the room has killed it, not knowing it was in there.
The thought of the spider having been killed both excites me and worries me.
I fear for it's life. It is a being and so i wish it no harm, yet would be happy to know that it no longer existed.
As we look under covers for it, i spot what looks like a couple of it's legs, but upon closer inspection find a bag with black rope ties which looked like the legs.
Then my unseen companion also spots something which looks like it, but again, it proves to be a false alarm.
The spider is nowhere to be found.
Possibly still under cover somewhere? Possibly cleared away by whatever tidying process cleaned the room up...
This is an interesting one.
The fact that the spider in this experience seems to be a shared entity/energy/experience, suggests that it might symbolise a negative behaviour shared by myself and friends?
Possibly an addiction?
I'm feeling the general shift at the moment is allowing us collectively to let go of behaviours that have been hindering our progress...i'm seeing it a lot in my social group...
people are stopping smoking... changing eating habits... long term substance/alcohol abusers are finding the strength to give up...
As ever any insights are welcomed... :)
The spider (symbolic of fears/negative behavioural patterns) this time wasn't something i feared.
(I've worked on this in previous encounters, with an observable progression of lessening the fear and transforming my relationship with it...)
In a house, not my house, but a shared house, possibly a holiday home or something, myself and a few friends are all sharing one bedroom. There are several beds around the room, with lots of bedclothes (covers) everywhere.
There is a very large spider in the room, freely roaming around, under covers, over the beds. Everyone knows about it and has no problem with it.
I have no fear of it, but i know i don't want it anywhere near me either.
It seems to be someone's pet, but that fact, or who the owner is, is never clarified.There are a couple of friends lying in a bed, aware of the spider too, but unconcerned about it's existence.
At some point i leave the room for a while, and when i return, the room has changed. The beds have all been made. Someone has been in and tidied the whole place.
We (me and an unseen companion) begin to search the room, wondering where the spider is, a little concerned that whoever cleaned the room has killed it, not knowing it was in there.
The thought of the spider having been killed both excites me and worries me.
I fear for it's life. It is a being and so i wish it no harm, yet would be happy to know that it no longer existed.
As we look under covers for it, i spot what looks like a couple of it's legs, but upon closer inspection find a bag with black rope ties which looked like the legs.
Then my unseen companion also spots something which looks like it, but again, it proves to be a false alarm.
The spider is nowhere to be found.
Possibly still under cover somewhere? Possibly cleared away by whatever tidying process cleaned the room up...
This is an interesting one.
The fact that the spider in this experience seems to be a shared entity/energy/experience, suggests that it might symbolise a negative behaviour shared by myself and friends?
Possibly an addiction?
I'm feeling the general shift at the moment is allowing us collectively to let go of behaviours that have been hindering our progress...i'm seeing it a lot in my social group...
people are stopping smoking... changing eating habits... long term substance/alcohol abusers are finding the strength to give up...
As ever any insights are welcomed... :)