Crux.In.Triptych
28th April 2014, 07:46 PM
ok so, i'd like to enlist any aid available in deciphering any potential meaning or whathaveyou... the thing is, i'm one of those lunatics that thinks that everything, "real" or "imaginary" or anything between or beyond is essentially connected in one or more ways, and that at the end of the "day" its all the same thing...
so... i think i might start backwards here, with a short preface. After midnight this morning, I partook in a certain test, of sorts. I then had a dream during the day that befuddles me... i'll share that dream first, then work backwards with anyone who is interested in helping...
Thanks in advance!
dream:
"a blonde mother and daughter (so familiar?) came to my apartment
begging to come in and stay/seek shelter. i denied them yet they
somehow slipped in without my notice. i allowed their presence as i
was reunited with *her* (currently a beloved ex... i love her in a
platonic way... fondly). she lost weight and was adorned with more
expressive items that depicted more than one of her aspects (in contrast to her past modus operandi). i
noticed these and complimented her, but she may have seemed
confused. my door came off its hinges revealing our intimate
moment (i was about to perform a sex act). i went to rehinge the door, but it wouldnt conceal us, but
that also revealed that the "guests" were entering my mother's
abandoned (?) room (my biological mother recently sold her house and is on a personal retreat in her homeland overseas. in the dream, i paused to wonder whether my mother's belongings were in the room or if the room had been cleared out completely). i suspected them of stealing her jewelry. i
asked the mother "whats in your bag?" she clutched it hastily to her
breast replying "nothing", i responded with "so why are you holding
it like that?" ... i tried to pry her clutches from the bag and the
would-be absconded jewelry, commanding her "let go and i'll allow
you to leave in peace" she refused to let go. i wrested from her the
bag (and all her posessions?) and again commanded them to leave
but this time they were to leave with nothing more than their clothes
lest they incur my (our?) wrath... they were escorted out and driven
away, each in a different car. one in my brother's car, the other in
my grandmother's (who resides in my mother's homeland) or my ex's car (not sure who it was, could have been someone else as neither own a car, to my knowledge). i noticed i had a palm-sized infant of
the thieves in my hand. i wanted to return it as well. not having a car, i
decided to head out of the apartment to see if i could hail one of the
drivers to pick up the babe. neither were in sight. i started walking
to my left... felt as if i was going the wrong way in relation to the two
cars. i came to a corner and saw my mother coming from the south
(?). i assumed she had taken a bus. she mentioned a local eatery
and asked if i would like to join her for chicken sandwiches and i
forgot about my intention of returning the baby. then i awoke."
at first glance, this dream may seem as nothing unusual, however, the "test" i had previously performed also (possibly) involved between 1 and 7 figurative mothers. these two events coincide with a series of other eerily coincidental events, which have been occuring at an increasing rate, especially over the past 2 or 3 months... their frequency has seemed to be growing exponentially. i can explain more, but i'd like to hear your opinion on these matters before i go further into detail.
thanks again! :confused:
so... i think i might start backwards here, with a short preface. After midnight this morning, I partook in a certain test, of sorts. I then had a dream during the day that befuddles me... i'll share that dream first, then work backwards with anyone who is interested in helping...
Thanks in advance!
dream:
"a blonde mother and daughter (so familiar?) came to my apartment
begging to come in and stay/seek shelter. i denied them yet they
somehow slipped in without my notice. i allowed their presence as i
was reunited with *her* (currently a beloved ex... i love her in a
platonic way... fondly). she lost weight and was adorned with more
expressive items that depicted more than one of her aspects (in contrast to her past modus operandi). i
noticed these and complimented her, but she may have seemed
confused. my door came off its hinges revealing our intimate
moment (i was about to perform a sex act). i went to rehinge the door, but it wouldnt conceal us, but
that also revealed that the "guests" were entering my mother's
abandoned (?) room (my biological mother recently sold her house and is on a personal retreat in her homeland overseas. in the dream, i paused to wonder whether my mother's belongings were in the room or if the room had been cleared out completely). i suspected them of stealing her jewelry. i
asked the mother "whats in your bag?" she clutched it hastily to her
breast replying "nothing", i responded with "so why are you holding
it like that?" ... i tried to pry her clutches from the bag and the
would-be absconded jewelry, commanding her "let go and i'll allow
you to leave in peace" she refused to let go. i wrested from her the
bag (and all her posessions?) and again commanded them to leave
but this time they were to leave with nothing more than their clothes
lest they incur my (our?) wrath... they were escorted out and driven
away, each in a different car. one in my brother's car, the other in
my grandmother's (who resides in my mother's homeland) or my ex's car (not sure who it was, could have been someone else as neither own a car, to my knowledge). i noticed i had a palm-sized infant of
the thieves in my hand. i wanted to return it as well. not having a car, i
decided to head out of the apartment to see if i could hail one of the
drivers to pick up the babe. neither were in sight. i started walking
to my left... felt as if i was going the wrong way in relation to the two
cars. i came to a corner and saw my mother coming from the south
(?). i assumed she had taken a bus. she mentioned a local eatery
and asked if i would like to join her for chicken sandwiches and i
forgot about my intention of returning the baby. then i awoke."
at first glance, this dream may seem as nothing unusual, however, the "test" i had previously performed also (possibly) involved between 1 and 7 figurative mothers. these two events coincide with a series of other eerily coincidental events, which have been occuring at an increasing rate, especially over the past 2 or 3 months... their frequency has seemed to be growing exponentially. i can explain more, but i'd like to hear your opinion on these matters before i go further into detail.
thanks again! :confused: