dreaming of person who is ill

[Mari]

I have a person that could be considered a soulmate or lover of sorts and we have been together off and on for many years. The person has become seriously and possibly terminally ill. I have been dreaming of him often very vividly. The dreams are very loving and pleasurable and very intense. Needless to say, I am worried about him and today I just feel so drained. I don't want to create a shield to prevent these dreams but today I am not feeling at all well.

I am not sure where this is all going. I feel the connection is so strong and growing stronger but I do not hear from him much on the physical realm (we do not live together).

I dunno, maybe it is just me working through the fear of his illness.

[CFTraveler]

Maybe it is. The feeling of love should be nurturing for both you and him... so perhaps the fear of loss is what's draining. If you're not estranged, maybe now is the time to get in touch and offer your support?

[Mari]

No, we are not estranged and we have been in contact. He knows I am there for him. Yes, fear of loss is draining. Fear of losing so many dreams and hopes that never happened is also draining and sad.