Awareness naturally rests in the eyes.

[Cal]

I remember that quote from Astral Dynamics. But since my spontaneous Kundalini event I think I have a blockage in my head, because my awareness naturally is now in my head not my eyes, as though my head is blocking the awareness from getting to my eyes if that makes sense. I can't really feel my eyes, they're kinda numb.

I know that NEW would be the way to fix it (possibly) but I'm not exactly able to do NEW. I've been trying since AD came out but I think my awareness is so messed up it might just not be possible for me. Lately before sleeping I decided to have ten minutes of just going from my left wrist to left shoulder and I think I just might be getting somewhere, but it's going to be a long time before I can actually do anything useful (that's if things continue like they are).

Does anyone have any ideas or advice my blockage?

Thanks
Cal

[CFTraveler]

I'm not sure why you can't do NEW? What about it gives you trouble?

[Cal]

I'm not sure why you can't do NEW? What about it gives you trouble?

Well, I don't know what to say. My awareness of my body is confusing and patchy.

I have made the odd post about it over the years, and I usually get the same response, people not understanding how it can be possible for someone to not be able to do it, and then my inability to describe why I can't do it.

I have become better at it since I decided to practice solely on my left arm, if I can't master NEW on my left arm I won't be able to master it at all, that's my thinking. And the rest of my body is much harder to be aware of, so I practice on my arm.

However, even though it's never been possible to do on my limbs and digits they are far more easy to be aware of (and attempt moving that awareness) then the rest of my body: torso, neck and head. The different parts of my body awareness (when I get down to it and try to move awareness through them) feel mismatched and out of place (in relation to each part), disconnected and just plain confusing.

I'm surprised I haven't quit after all this time, but it's something I feel I need to do. I mean with my awareness/energy body is such a condition it can't be long before something serious goes wrong with my body.

My hopes arn't high, but I am better at moving my awareness through my left arm now then I have ever been. I can't imagine I'm doing it properly or efficiently, but it's something :)

[Tutor]

I remember that quote from Astral Dynamics. But since my spontaneous Kundalini event I think I have a blockage in my head, because my awareness naturally is now in my head not my eyes, as though my head is blocking the awareness from getting to my eyes if that makes sense. I can't really feel my eyes, they're kinda numb.

I know that NEW would be the way to fix it (possibly) but I'm not exactly able to do NEW. I've been trying since AD came out but I think my awareness is so messed up it might just not be possible for me. Lately before sleeping I decided to have ten minutes of just going from my left wrist to left shoulder and I think I just might be getting somewhere, but it's going to be a long time before I can actually do anything useful (that's if things continue like they are).

Does anyone have any ideas or advice my blockage?

Thanks
Cal


Hi Cal,

Humanity ~ To Be or Not to be

What Spirited Eye of Hearted Ear

with at tuned notice

doth Brightly See

this Great Beauty amongst

Mankind's Poverty.

~

One eats a meal, one must digest the meal, one evacuates what the meal is not. the average human time from having eaten to disposal of waste is 3 days.

The S-tone and the S-word in their S-inner and their S-aint; delivereth to the Tone and the Word of their Inner and their Aint.

The Earth/Heart doth Listen/Silent that the Bud of the Eye having a Rose doth See, and Seer doth See Her.

Far-there...T-one and W-ord (of their) In-n'er and Ain'-T

T ~ one ord(i)nary ~ T

Not I, but Thou/Christos

Come and Get iT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQqTZTLG6sI

~

Common Denominator: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKs5lDjDqQ4

child's play really...and these childs BE rockin our globally radio active world

MuseEQ10

[Cal]

Hi Cal,

Humanity ~ To Be or Not to be

What Spirited Eye of Hearted Ear

with at tuned notice

doth Brightly See

this Great Beauty amongst

Mankind's Poverty.

~

One eats a meal, one must digest the meal, one evacuates what the meal is not. the average human time from having eaten to disposal of waste is 3 days.

The S-tone and the S-word in their S-inner and their S-aint; delivereth to the Tone and the Word of their Inner and their Aint.

The Earth/Heart doth Listen/Silent that the Bud of the Eye having a Rose doth See, and Seer doth See Her.

Far-there...T-one and W-ord (of their) In-n'er and Ain'-T

T ~ one ord(i)nary ~ T

Not I, but Thou/Christos

Come and Get iT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQqTZTLG6sI

~

Common Denominator: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKs5lDjDqQ4

child's play really...and these childs BE rockin our globally radio active world

MuseEQ10

Well, that clears that up...

[Tutor]

Far-there...T-one and W-ord (of their) In-n'er and Ain'-T

T ~ one ord(i)nary ~ T

or

T-W-In Ain or In is TWAin

Mark Twain (Samuel Clemens), riverboat captain marking the current

Mind Stream Consciousness/Christos

Find Me in the River: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OmV3B414sU

[DarkChylde]

One eats a meal, one must digest the meal, one evacuates what the meal is not. the average human time from having eaten to disposal of waste is 3 days.

I was talking about this with my mom the other day because I remember growing up my mother always used to say it's very important for children to have regular well timed , coordinated bowel movements.

I just don't get why and how these concepts get about , then there's the one where you should never watch television up close or read stuff in the dark.

but i highly recommend fiber to everyone :-)

[Cal]

Far-there...T-one and W-ord (of their) In-n'er and Ain'-T

T ~ one ord(i)nary ~ T

or

T-W-In Ain or In is TWAin

Mark Twain (Samuel Clemens), riverboat captain marking the current

Mind Stream Consciousness/Christos

Find Me in the River: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OmV3B414sU

I'm sure you're breaking rules by talking gibberish... but at least you keep my thread bumped :)

[Tutor]

LOL! yep Friend, fiber will 'git er dun'. I like Great Grains w/dates and pecans for breaking the fast. i will say that having read by candlelight for a long spell of time, years ago, it was a strain on me ole eyeballs. the nerdlich of children, to wo

reckon we just need to chil out...from a warm in. but i suppose all is an ordinary co-ordinated order, if you like, regularly well timed bowel movements.

[DarkChylde]

but i suppose all is an ordinary co-ordinated order, if you like, regularly well timed bowel movements.

why does that sound funny? i can't stop laughing :lol2:

[Tutor]

You don't stop playing because you get old. You get old because you stop playing.


"I'm sure you're breaking rules by talking gibberish... but at least you keep my thread bumped :)" ~ Cal


From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

"Gibberish is a generic term in English for talking that sounds like speech, but carries no actual meaning. This meaning has also been extended to meaningless text or gobbledygook. The common theme in gibberish statements is a lack of literal sense, which can be described as a presence of nonsense. Gibberish should not be confused with literary nonsense such as that used in the poem "Jabberwocky" by Lewis Carroll.

The term was first seen in English in the early 16th century.[1]

One etymology asserts it is derived from the root of the Irish word gob or gab (mouth), which the same source asserts is the root of jabber, gibber and gobble.[2] The word may derive from the word "jabber" ("to talk nonsense"), with the "-ish" suffix to signify a language.

Another etymology links it directly to the Irish term Geab ar ais (pron. g'ab er'ash), gab ar ais (pron. gab er'ash), back talk, backward chat; fig. back-slanged speech. Gab (gaelic), n., to chat or talk a lot. Geab (pron. g'ab) n., chat. (Donegal.) Geabaire, n., a chatterer or blabberer. Ar ais (pron. er ash), back; backwards.[3] However, this Irish etymology was suggested by Daniel Cassidy, whose work has been widely criticised by reputable linguists and scholars. The terms geab and geabaire are certainly Irish words, but the phrase geab ar ais does not exist, and the word gibberish exists as a loan-word in Irish as gibiris, defined by Ó Dónaill as "Gibberish. Gibiris chainte - unintelligible speech". (Ó Dónaill, Foclóir Gaeilge-Béarla, 630). Thus like many of Cassidy's derivations, this proposed explanation appears quite improbable.

Another theory is that the word comes from the name of the famous 8th-century Islamic alchemist Jābir ibn Hayyān, whose name was Latinized as "Geber", thus the term "gibberish" arose as a reference to the incomprehensible technical jargon often used by Jabir and other alchemists who followed.[4]

Some speculative accounts attribute the word's origin to the language of the Rock of Gibraltar, Llanito, which is a form of Spanish heavily mixed with English.[citation needed] However, the word first appears well before England acquired Gibraltar in 1713.

Usage - Utilizing gibberish whilst acting can be used as an exercise in performance art education.[5]"

[now it is in the right post]

[Tutor]

we agree Friend. :::Laughing:::

[Aunt Clair]

I think if you attended a workshop you would see how easy NEW is. In the absence of hands on training with Robert I suggest you try an energy loop with the arms.

This is one way that people feel energy instantly. Robert has said that he has used energy loops to help those who can't feel energy or rather haven't felt subtle energy before.

This is my modified version to amplify the effect of energy loop arms;

Sit in a comfortable arm chair in dim light .

Draw energy down the crown to the heart which is the pump of the energy body.

Do this by breathing in a candle. Close your physical eyes and see a white candle burning before you, visualising the flame. With each breath draw the warmth of the flame into your third eye and into your nose , draw this flame and breath right down to the bottom of your lungs inhaling deeply and slowly.

When it is time to exhale leave the light in the lungs but exhale the air. Repeat until you feel peaceful and hopeful.

Now place the hands at namaste which is palm to palm in front of the heart with fingers upwards and touching slightly.

With the next breath draw energy in from your ever burning candle and feel it enter your arms on the right and left and feel it like a hug inside your shoulders.

With the next breath draw in the light and breath to the elbows remembering to let the light remain when you exhale the breath. Finally draw the breath with the warming flame down to the wrists. The hands should start to feel buzzy now. If so; great. If not , no worries , just continue, you'll feel it soon.

With the next deep breath take the warm light breath down the right arm.( or reverse this left to right , if you are left handed). Now push the energy from the right arm across the right palm to the left palm.

Send the energy up the left arm to the heart . With each inhalation draw energy down the right arm to the palms up the left arm to the heart breathe down again.

When the palms start to feel warm and buzzy then pull the palms just a bit apart about a centimeter and then bring them back together. As you move the palms together or apart , you should feel this push and pull as a tiny warm tug of energy.

As you continue to move energy down the dominant arm across the palms the energy will build up , when you can feel it more strongly then pull the arms further apart and begin to shape this energy like a small ball of clay moving the hands as you would to roll a ball of clay.

Hope that helps.