newfreedom
5th March 2013, 02:02 AM
Today waiting for the bus, sitting on floor outside in the sun..... i got surrounded by smokers.... my 'worst nightmare' sinced i lived with my ex of 26 yrs who has always smoked (albeit outside) and has made me so allergetic to the smell of cigarette smoke, that at times i am nearly physically vomiting and have had a constant cough now for over 10 yrs...
anyhow, i was processing my reactions to this situation and took two or 3 breaths, deep breaths in trying to inhale all their toxins.... lol .. strange looks directed at me ?.... dunno, i didn't look, pay attention, i was feeling too ill to worry about functioning 'right' or appropriately... breathing like this was helpful & i felt i could breathe, as opposed to trying to avoid the smell and not breathe properly because of it.
anyway i happened to stare at this one man with his own cigarette rolly as he was smoking it and i could see a ball shaped yellow energy all around the area of his mouth...
Any thoughts on this.... xX :mrgreen:x
anyhow, i was processing my reactions to this situation and took two or 3 breaths, deep breaths in trying to inhale all their toxins.... lol .. strange looks directed at me ?.... dunno, i didn't look, pay attention, i was feeling too ill to worry about functioning 'right' or appropriately... breathing like this was helpful & i felt i could breathe, as opposed to trying to avoid the smell and not breathe properly because of it.
anyway i happened to stare at this one man with his own cigarette rolly as he was smoking it and i could see a ball shaped yellow energy all around the area of his mouth...
Any thoughts on this.... xX :mrgreen:x