Eyeswideopen
23rd February 2013, 11:01 AM
Lately I seem to not be able to stay in RTZ even though with my husband out it would have been nice to float around the house for a change.
I get sucked up and find myself in darkness, I use the words awareness now, focus now, clarity etc and I say next level which does help but, I find myself in massive tall rooms/halls.
The first one was red and black with what looked liked the inside of a clock. It was a bit scary being dark red so I moved on. Each large room was empty, one was beige wall papered and had blank jigsaw pieces on the floor. I just move to another room and there is nothing there. I did see a mirror and stopped and looked at myself which was great because I looked a little younger and healthier.
But I never go anywhere or see anyone, just stuck moving around in plain large rooms. Does anyone have any suggestions. ?
I did think about cartoon worlds or visiting my daughter in Spain but I don't seem to be able to shift. What can I do to be more structured ?
I get sucked up and find myself in darkness, I use the words awareness now, focus now, clarity etc and I say next level which does help but, I find myself in massive tall rooms/halls.
The first one was red and black with what looked liked the inside of a clock. It was a bit scary being dark red so I moved on. Each large room was empty, one was beige wall papered and had blank jigsaw pieces on the floor. I just move to another room and there is nothing there. I did see a mirror and stopped and looked at myself which was great because I looked a little younger and healthier.
But I never go anywhere or see anyone, just stuck moving around in plain large rooms. Does anyone have any suggestions. ?
I did think about cartoon worlds or visiting my daughter in Spain but I don't seem to be able to shift. What can I do to be more structured ?