PauliEffect
21st November 2012, 10:48 AM
I had a fairly uneventful meditation session. I fell asleep and then
woke up again. Laying for a while I noticed that I didn't get any
particular impressions and had had so a few uneventful days. So I
peeled an imaginary clementine.
Then I looked for anything.
Suddenly...
Green trees. Summer. Shadow, lots of shadows. The sun, which can be
seen shine through some of the leaves. A pathway, perhaps used by
regular bikes? The scene was actually quite positive.
Ohh...
A guy on a bike. That's probably only a memory from an old retrieval,
I thought to myself. I've already retrieved that depressed bike riding
guy, I reflect.
Then I looked again.
Yes, there was a guy on a bike. But hadn't I already retrieved just such
a guy several months ago? Was this a new guy? I looked more carefully.
The surroundings were more bright, more lit up by sunshine. It was clearly
a part of the year were summer was at its height. The surrounding also
had more dense trees and the pathway was more narrow, only permitting
bikes to pass (meaning that it wasn't supposed to be used by cars).
The difference between shadows and sun light was also more distinct and
I sensed more green leaves. At the same time, the man on the bike was
depressed, I could feel his depression. The man's mood was in clear
contrast to the brightly lit surroundings. I looked up at the tall
trees surrounding us.
I felt that the man on the bike probably was some kind of repairman or
craftsman.
This bike riding man was also older, at least 45 years old. He wasn't
as fat as the guy I had retrieved long time ago, but this bike man was
still fairly heavy in stature. He wore a simple t-shirt, regular trousers
and ordinary shoes. All his clothes looked dark or dark blue.
The bike man/repairman wore a blue cap which my previous bike guy (http://afterlife-knowledge.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?num=1296405900) hadn't
worn. This clearly was a new retrieval.
The feeling of the surroundings made it into pretty modern time, maybe
20-30 years ago at the most. The man was of European appearance, perhaps
from the North of Europe, maybe Denmark?
I followed the bike man from behind. I think I walked. I was probably
20 meters behind him, when he turned to his left on the bike pathway.
I continued to follow him but got a little behind.
WHAAMMM!!!
A train drove in from the left and hit the bike man. It went very fast.
I guess the train moved at 80 - 100 km/h. I didn't see any gore, but was
fairly sure he had passed away quickly.
---
Reset.
I was back at the starting pathway, behind the bike man. He began riding
his bike forward. I realized that he was heading for the train once again.
I shouted to him: "Hello!"
I got a short glimpse of myself from a third person perspective. I looked
different than my real life self. I was an older, rather slim policeman.
I was rather demanding and kind of hard. I wore a policeman's hat which
looked impressive but a little aged. Was this the 1980ies?
The bike man followed the bike pathway a short distance, and then again
turned to his left. The surroundings were not really park like, but they
still were kind of urban. There probably were houses nearby. I ran up
from behind and shouted:
"Stop there. Where are you going?"
I got absolutely no reaction. The bike man ignored me. He seemed really
depressed and I had a hard time getting his attention. He also partly faded
out of my mind's eyes vision. I could now no longer sense the surroundings.
I had a hard time sensing anything of the bike and could only see the upper
part of the man's body. I didn't see his face at any time. He had his back
against me. If he died in the 1980ies, he must have been hit by the train
an awful lot of times since then as he looped his experience.
I said: "For how long have you been here?"
No reaction. The bike man slowly continued towards his destination. How
was I supposed to stop him? I actually poked him with my policeman's stick
on his upper back at his left shoulder and said rather sternly:
"You have already done that!"
The bike man faded out, I could now sense nothing. I had had a lot of goose
bump feelings the whole session and got a little more this moment too. But
I was very unsure if I had succeeded in the retrieval. Why did he fade away?
---
I went to various nonphysical places which are well known to me. But I didn't
see anyone. Some minutes had probably passed since my retrieval attempt.
I decided to go back to the starting point among the trees at the seemingly
suburban but lush surrounding at the bike pathway. The bike/repairman was
not at the starting point.
I moved forward. Far away, straight ahead I could see him riding his bike.
He hadn't taken the left turn this time. I guess that he was at least
60, perhaps 80 meters ahead of me.
I tried to follow him, but he soon out-drove me. I couldn't see him any longer.
I got the impression that he arrived at some kind of destination and left his
bike, but that was more a "sensing" than an observation from my side. I think
he left his bike against the wall of a house.
As I still was moving straight ahead on the bike pathway and no longer
could see the repairman, I slowed down. In front of me a person suddenly
was standing, facing me. I think the person was male, this person had
the radiation of a guide. Once I moved close to him he kind of blocked
the road and began patting me on my forehead. I think he did some kind
of energy work to me, was this some kind of preparation for PE-Queries8?
---
Thoughts. I got the impression that this retrieval target, the bike man,
wasn't completely prepared to move to Focus 27. But by indicating to him
that he should try something new, perhaps I helped him break a bad
emotional loop? He seemed to move ahead anyway, and perhaps he
could float to F 27 all on his own as time passed?
woke up again. Laying for a while I noticed that I didn't get any
particular impressions and had had so a few uneventful days. So I
peeled an imaginary clementine.
Then I looked for anything.
Suddenly...
Green trees. Summer. Shadow, lots of shadows. The sun, which can be
seen shine through some of the leaves. A pathway, perhaps used by
regular bikes? The scene was actually quite positive.
Ohh...
A guy on a bike. That's probably only a memory from an old retrieval,
I thought to myself. I've already retrieved that depressed bike riding
guy, I reflect.
Then I looked again.
Yes, there was a guy on a bike. But hadn't I already retrieved just such
a guy several months ago? Was this a new guy? I looked more carefully.
The surroundings were more bright, more lit up by sunshine. It was clearly
a part of the year were summer was at its height. The surrounding also
had more dense trees and the pathway was more narrow, only permitting
bikes to pass (meaning that it wasn't supposed to be used by cars).
The difference between shadows and sun light was also more distinct and
I sensed more green leaves. At the same time, the man on the bike was
depressed, I could feel his depression. The man's mood was in clear
contrast to the brightly lit surroundings. I looked up at the tall
trees surrounding us.
I felt that the man on the bike probably was some kind of repairman or
craftsman.
This bike riding man was also older, at least 45 years old. He wasn't
as fat as the guy I had retrieved long time ago, but this bike man was
still fairly heavy in stature. He wore a simple t-shirt, regular trousers
and ordinary shoes. All his clothes looked dark or dark blue.
The bike man/repairman wore a blue cap which my previous bike guy (http://afterlife-knowledge.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?num=1296405900) hadn't
worn. This clearly was a new retrieval.
The feeling of the surroundings made it into pretty modern time, maybe
20-30 years ago at the most. The man was of European appearance, perhaps
from the North of Europe, maybe Denmark?
I followed the bike man from behind. I think I walked. I was probably
20 meters behind him, when he turned to his left on the bike pathway.
I continued to follow him but got a little behind.
WHAAMMM!!!
A train drove in from the left and hit the bike man. It went very fast.
I guess the train moved at 80 - 100 km/h. I didn't see any gore, but was
fairly sure he had passed away quickly.
---
Reset.
I was back at the starting pathway, behind the bike man. He began riding
his bike forward. I realized that he was heading for the train once again.
I shouted to him: "Hello!"
I got a short glimpse of myself from a third person perspective. I looked
different than my real life self. I was an older, rather slim policeman.
I was rather demanding and kind of hard. I wore a policeman's hat which
looked impressive but a little aged. Was this the 1980ies?
The bike man followed the bike pathway a short distance, and then again
turned to his left. The surroundings were not really park like, but they
still were kind of urban. There probably were houses nearby. I ran up
from behind and shouted:
"Stop there. Where are you going?"
I got absolutely no reaction. The bike man ignored me. He seemed really
depressed and I had a hard time getting his attention. He also partly faded
out of my mind's eyes vision. I could now no longer sense the surroundings.
I had a hard time sensing anything of the bike and could only see the upper
part of the man's body. I didn't see his face at any time. He had his back
against me. If he died in the 1980ies, he must have been hit by the train
an awful lot of times since then as he looped his experience.
I said: "For how long have you been here?"
No reaction. The bike man slowly continued towards his destination. How
was I supposed to stop him? I actually poked him with my policeman's stick
on his upper back at his left shoulder and said rather sternly:
"You have already done that!"
The bike man faded out, I could now sense nothing. I had had a lot of goose
bump feelings the whole session and got a little more this moment too. But
I was very unsure if I had succeeded in the retrieval. Why did he fade away?
---
I went to various nonphysical places which are well known to me. But I didn't
see anyone. Some minutes had probably passed since my retrieval attempt.
I decided to go back to the starting point among the trees at the seemingly
suburban but lush surrounding at the bike pathway. The bike/repairman was
not at the starting point.
I moved forward. Far away, straight ahead I could see him riding his bike.
He hadn't taken the left turn this time. I guess that he was at least
60, perhaps 80 meters ahead of me.
I tried to follow him, but he soon out-drove me. I couldn't see him any longer.
I got the impression that he arrived at some kind of destination and left his
bike, but that was more a "sensing" than an observation from my side. I think
he left his bike against the wall of a house.
As I still was moving straight ahead on the bike pathway and no longer
could see the repairman, I slowed down. In front of me a person suddenly
was standing, facing me. I think the person was male, this person had
the radiation of a guide. Once I moved close to him he kind of blocked
the road and began patting me on my forehead. I think he did some kind
of energy work to me, was this some kind of preparation for PE-Queries8?
---
Thoughts. I got the impression that this retrieval target, the bike man,
wasn't completely prepared to move to Focus 27. But by indicating to him
that he should try something new, perhaps I helped him break a bad
emotional loop? He seemed to move ahead anyway, and perhaps he
could float to F 27 all on his own as time passed?