Eyeswideopen
22nd October 2012, 02:25 PM
Dear Robert,
I have sexual experiences sometimes feels like a spirit is bothering me and I can feel fearful and they have quick sex with me that's unsatisfying. The other day it was my father that said hello (dead 8yrs) but the feelings I had whilst hovering above my body were of internal ecstasy. I managed to let go as there was another male that showed himself to me.
Is this my father who sexually abused me as a child doing this. I am enjoying this and it is something I can't raise anywhere else?.
I have other sexual experiences which lead to incredible orgasms and the massages I receive from unknown places( I don't see I just feel when out of body like a dual experience) I had a air blown into my vagina and a thick gold serpent enter my mouth, all the time I was feeling bliss.
I have had good experiences so far, except a few times I get bothered by something pestering me in the room but I challenge it and tell it to f... Off which helps.
Can you tell me what is happening to me. I suffer from chronic pain and I want to continue healing like this but feel odd if it's my father ? Thank you
I have sexual experiences sometimes feels like a spirit is bothering me and I can feel fearful and they have quick sex with me that's unsatisfying. The other day it was my father that said hello (dead 8yrs) but the feelings I had whilst hovering above my body were of internal ecstasy. I managed to let go as there was another male that showed himself to me.
Is this my father who sexually abused me as a child doing this. I am enjoying this and it is something I can't raise anywhere else?.
I have other sexual experiences which lead to incredible orgasms and the massages I receive from unknown places( I don't see I just feel when out of body like a dual experience) I had a air blown into my vagina and a thick gold serpent enter my mouth, all the time I was feeling bliss.
I have had good experiences so far, except a few times I get bothered by something pestering me in the room but I challenge it and tell it to f... Off which helps.
Can you tell me what is happening to me. I suffer from chronic pain and I want to continue healing like this but feel odd if it's my father ? Thank you