Simmiah
27th June 2011, 05:16 PM
Hi everyone!
I posted some months back about a problem I was having. I was able to find a local healer who helped me with removing 3 entities I had picked up from a haunted house I had lived in this past year but I know that was not my only problem. I am now almost 99.9% sure I am being psi-vamped from a distance from an unconscious psi vamp who is unaware at least partially of what he is doing. I have gained some knowledge from google about psi vamps & confirmed my symptoms & the unfortunate part is now how to stop it.
I suspect the only reason those entities had access ways was because the guy started psi vamping me around the time I lived in the house. I met him shortly after I moved in. For all those who did not see my previous post long story short.
I was at a local climbing gym & was introduced to a guy there by another acquaintance I had met there. pretty soon within 3 weeks this guy made me seriously uncomfortable because he kept following me around. Piecing other events together make me suspicious of him too because I remember passing out at a party right after he touched me.. at the time I had thought I merely drank too much but almost immediately after he sat next to me I was out & my other good friend who was watching out for me put me up for the night at his place. Anyways, there are other instances such as I started experiencing strange burning sensations in my chest only when I was around this guy at an outdoor climbing trip plus the 2nd trip we had 2 other good friends with us & they were exhausted as was I. I remember C was so tired he passed out & couldn't eat dinner (not normal..C is an active guy who runs marathons)
In my research I found this link:
http://www.drinkdeeplyanddream.com/realvampire/vamp-magick.html
There are many others I read such as interviews with aware psi vamps who practice ethical means of harnessing energy. But I have also read other info which confirms my experience of problems with psychic shielding methods:
http://www.astralhealer.com/articles.html?option=mod_articles&task=view&id=15
Quote from this above article:
"Psychic vampires may be able to drain most shields but a filter will not allow them to take out or remove energies in a way that will help them. Either that or it will let them only get energies that they do not like such as illness or death energies."
I found with my psychic shields they seemed almost completely ineffective. I even had one put up by someone who deals with ghosts/entities/negs mostly & at that point did not know quite what I was up against other than picking up I've got feelers feeling me up all over my body especially my back all day... he said it was too far away to track which makes sense because this guy lives about 20 miles from me.
I put up shields (white light, steel shield, rotating shield, ...elemental shield....) & within about an hour they are gone. At first I thought it was because I wasn't doing it right but I realize now after this guy's shield was taken (which was effective against entities) that I suspect this guy based on the research can drain shields so now I'm left with other means of defense.
Nita Hickok's site suggests filters but I don't know what those are. Plus, even though I'm a strong empath I don't know shielding protective methods very well. My usual stuff was good enough for years. I suspect this guy targeted me unconsciously because of my pure energy ... I must give him some kind of high when he feeds which may be why he attached so heavily to me so quickly.
I cut him out of my life back in August of last summer & now we're almost on 1 year of me being attacked. The first day after I told him in person I was done with him as a friend since he was creeping me out by following me around everywhere I was so drained I could not get out of bed. He was very open with me about his mother dying of cancer & his sister being diagnosed recently & I have read that unaware psi vamps can drain to the point of destroying a person's energy systems to the point where diseases can take over. I was trained in qi qong (chinese energy work) by my mom & am aware very much of the importance of a healthy energy system which I had until I met this guy.
I was drained so heavily I was nauseous 24/7 plus I could not physically get up stand on my legs. This has happened many times over the past 10 months now. There were days I slept 20 hours straight. I also have read psi vamps can astrally attack victims sometimes cannot control this if they are starving. I have had this guy show up in my dreams (I normally do not dream about people unless they "visit" me to talk or something like family... or good friends) many times now. Two times was to threaten me. I had another one where I turned around twice in two separate dreams & he was there acting like he did at the gym..following me around. Which leads me to further conclude he is a psi vamp. I also know he used to astral visit me while sleeping & try to curl up to me which I could feel in bed.
When I met him, empathically I picked up a lot of anger, resentment, loneliness, self-pitying nature, & he definitely was low energy. He even told me that I made him feel better :( I'm angry with him for doing this to me but I want to do something more than what I have.
I already did a magical ritual to banish vampires but I'm a newbie with magic. I have saged my entire house several times. ;I now burn it everyday. I started an aura cleansing daily in the shower. I have tried to charge my black tourmaline, smoky quartz, obsidian and amethyst with prayer to protect me but it seems to not be working well.
Nita Hickok has protection box plans she sells (which I emailed for but have not heard back...which is why I'm posting) so does anyone else here know about this sort of magical protection? I am aware I need round the clock protection with minimal upkeep (psychic shielding is a lot of upkeep for little defense against this guy as he is able to disarm it almost immediately by feeding on it) as this guy enters my home my dreams without permission. I am also aware he feeds through what I think is my root chakra which extends tendrils up towards my back.
One aura reader saw my back of my heart chakra was damaged which I know is the primary chakra targeted as I normally before this started had an abundance of energy from years of intense spiritual practice which is why I think this guy targeted me.. I'm like some kind of overly energized battery.
I am aware he subconsciously attacks me (or knowingly but I'm not so sure he knows he is doing this other than it makes him feel better) either with tendrils when awake or asleep... or astral travels & tries to sponge off of me when I'm asleep which is not as successful as I seem more psychically knowledgeable when I'm asleep & able to defend myself better.
My stones are good enough to keep him from getting into the core & sucking me to physical weakness like before but I am aware he is still feeding & gaining some energy as I'm not 100 percent back. I need a better way of protecting myself either via the protection box that Nita Hickok made but I have emailed for it but have not heard back yet... so I'm impatient & want to start on something new right away.
The protection box was appealing to me as it offered round the clock protection that is not a shield & hence not dismantle-able. My stones seem to be the same but they also seem too weak to be enough protection against him. Either that or he can feed from that too.
My banishing spell so far doesn't seem to be working. But then again I tried those when he was stalking me & they didn't work either..it's almost like he can feed off of energy in all forms including spells? I'm not sure.
Can someone please offer a full proof way of getting rid of a psi vampire forever?
Thanks!
I posted some months back about a problem I was having. I was able to find a local healer who helped me with removing 3 entities I had picked up from a haunted house I had lived in this past year but I know that was not my only problem. I am now almost 99.9% sure I am being psi-vamped from a distance from an unconscious psi vamp who is unaware at least partially of what he is doing. I have gained some knowledge from google about psi vamps & confirmed my symptoms & the unfortunate part is now how to stop it.
I suspect the only reason those entities had access ways was because the guy started psi vamping me around the time I lived in the house. I met him shortly after I moved in. For all those who did not see my previous post long story short.
I was at a local climbing gym & was introduced to a guy there by another acquaintance I had met there. pretty soon within 3 weeks this guy made me seriously uncomfortable because he kept following me around. Piecing other events together make me suspicious of him too because I remember passing out at a party right after he touched me.. at the time I had thought I merely drank too much but almost immediately after he sat next to me I was out & my other good friend who was watching out for me put me up for the night at his place. Anyways, there are other instances such as I started experiencing strange burning sensations in my chest only when I was around this guy at an outdoor climbing trip plus the 2nd trip we had 2 other good friends with us & they were exhausted as was I. I remember C was so tired he passed out & couldn't eat dinner (not normal..C is an active guy who runs marathons)
In my research I found this link:
http://www.drinkdeeplyanddream.com/realvampire/vamp-magick.html
There are many others I read such as interviews with aware psi vamps who practice ethical means of harnessing energy. But I have also read other info which confirms my experience of problems with psychic shielding methods:
http://www.astralhealer.com/articles.html?option=mod_articles&task=view&id=15
Quote from this above article:
"Psychic vampires may be able to drain most shields but a filter will not allow them to take out or remove energies in a way that will help them. Either that or it will let them only get energies that they do not like such as illness or death energies."
I found with my psychic shields they seemed almost completely ineffective. I even had one put up by someone who deals with ghosts/entities/negs mostly & at that point did not know quite what I was up against other than picking up I've got feelers feeling me up all over my body especially my back all day... he said it was too far away to track which makes sense because this guy lives about 20 miles from me.
I put up shields (white light, steel shield, rotating shield, ...elemental shield....) & within about an hour they are gone. At first I thought it was because I wasn't doing it right but I realize now after this guy's shield was taken (which was effective against entities) that I suspect this guy based on the research can drain shields so now I'm left with other means of defense.
Nita Hickok's site suggests filters but I don't know what those are. Plus, even though I'm a strong empath I don't know shielding protective methods very well. My usual stuff was good enough for years. I suspect this guy targeted me unconsciously because of my pure energy ... I must give him some kind of high when he feeds which may be why he attached so heavily to me so quickly.
I cut him out of my life back in August of last summer & now we're almost on 1 year of me being attacked. The first day after I told him in person I was done with him as a friend since he was creeping me out by following me around everywhere I was so drained I could not get out of bed. He was very open with me about his mother dying of cancer & his sister being diagnosed recently & I have read that unaware psi vamps can drain to the point of destroying a person's energy systems to the point where diseases can take over. I was trained in qi qong (chinese energy work) by my mom & am aware very much of the importance of a healthy energy system which I had until I met this guy.
I was drained so heavily I was nauseous 24/7 plus I could not physically get up stand on my legs. This has happened many times over the past 10 months now. There were days I slept 20 hours straight. I also have read psi vamps can astrally attack victims sometimes cannot control this if they are starving. I have had this guy show up in my dreams (I normally do not dream about people unless they "visit" me to talk or something like family... or good friends) many times now. Two times was to threaten me. I had another one where I turned around twice in two separate dreams & he was there acting like he did at the gym..following me around. Which leads me to further conclude he is a psi vamp. I also know he used to astral visit me while sleeping & try to curl up to me which I could feel in bed.
When I met him, empathically I picked up a lot of anger, resentment, loneliness, self-pitying nature, & he definitely was low energy. He even told me that I made him feel better :( I'm angry with him for doing this to me but I want to do something more than what I have.
I already did a magical ritual to banish vampires but I'm a newbie with magic. I have saged my entire house several times. ;I now burn it everyday. I started an aura cleansing daily in the shower. I have tried to charge my black tourmaline, smoky quartz, obsidian and amethyst with prayer to protect me but it seems to not be working well.
Nita Hickok has protection box plans she sells (which I emailed for but have not heard back...which is why I'm posting) so does anyone else here know about this sort of magical protection? I am aware I need round the clock protection with minimal upkeep (psychic shielding is a lot of upkeep for little defense against this guy as he is able to disarm it almost immediately by feeding on it) as this guy enters my home my dreams without permission. I am also aware he feeds through what I think is my root chakra which extends tendrils up towards my back.
One aura reader saw my back of my heart chakra was damaged which I know is the primary chakra targeted as I normally before this started had an abundance of energy from years of intense spiritual practice which is why I think this guy targeted me.. I'm like some kind of overly energized battery.
I am aware he subconsciously attacks me (or knowingly but I'm not so sure he knows he is doing this other than it makes him feel better) either with tendrils when awake or asleep... or astral travels & tries to sponge off of me when I'm asleep which is not as successful as I seem more psychically knowledgeable when I'm asleep & able to defend myself better.
My stones are good enough to keep him from getting into the core & sucking me to physical weakness like before but I am aware he is still feeding & gaining some energy as I'm not 100 percent back. I need a better way of protecting myself either via the protection box that Nita Hickok made but I have emailed for it but have not heard back yet... so I'm impatient & want to start on something new right away.
The protection box was appealing to me as it offered round the clock protection that is not a shield & hence not dismantle-able. My stones seem to be the same but they also seem too weak to be enough protection against him. Either that or he can feed from that too.
My banishing spell so far doesn't seem to be working. But then again I tried those when he was stalking me & they didn't work either..it's almost like he can feed off of energy in all forms including spells? I'm not sure.
Can someone please offer a full proof way of getting rid of a psi vampire forever?
Thanks!