Spirit or what?

[yortyort]

Hey :D
So, recently I have been experiencing some "odd" things and in my house I often sense a very bad energy. A year ago or so I really started to notice some things, seeing some quick glimpses of bodies or faces while just in my house and sensing bad energy, especially around my bathroom. I also notice crazy thoughts going through my head in the shower or while brushing my teeth(in the bathroom).
Recently, it's gotten worse and I'm starting to really wonder what is happening. A few days ago my bedroom door swung open suddenly and in the shower a few hours ago I felt a hand on my leg. I could feel the fingers and everything.
I just want to know what this "entity" could be and if there is a way to help fight it off...
Thanks for any help :D
Troy

[CFTraveler]

Was the water running when you felt this hand?

[yortyort]

Yes, but it was very noticeable when I first felt it compared to the rest of the time.

[CFTraveler]

Yes, but it was very noticeable when I first felt it compared to the rest of the time. I don't understand this. It was more noticeable with the water on, or with the water off?

[beam]

i would let it go for now. just go about my daily life.

[alphadracooverlord]

You can try smudging your house with white sage and also use essential oils on your body. It sounds like confused deceased people to me. Maybe you are devoloping psychic senses and these spirits thus get attracted to you because they believe you can lead them over to the other side. The crazy thought thing could perhaps be related to an astral parasite or something similar.

[CFTraveler]

It sounds like confused diseased people to me. Did you mean 'deceased' as in dead, or diseased as in sick?

[CFTraveler]

Troy, if you want to forget about it and go on with your life as Beam said it's perfectly ok, but if you want my help I need more info.

[beam]

You can try smudging your house with white sage and also use essential oils on your body. It sounds like confused diseased people to me. Maybe you are devoloping psychic senses and these spirits thus get attracted to you because they believe you can lead them over to the other side. The crazy thought thing could perhaps be related to an astral parasite or something similar.

this kind of thing can stir it up more. its better left alone when it is passive like this imho.

[yortyort]

Hey, Sorry CF I was gone for a day or two. I didn't mean to ignore you. The hand I felt was when the water was on, but it may have been because of something more physical like I was wearing my socks for too long lol. But I do still feel some weird energies(not sure what to make of them, whether good or bad). I think I'll try to leave it for a little and if it keeps getting worse I'll ask again. Thanks for the info reptoid. :D

[beam]

the last thing you wanna do is pay attention to this. im serious.

[CFTraveler]

Well, this is what I think:
Many entities cannot manifest when the water is running. Therefore, I would say that you experienced what is known as 'Matrixing'-something that happens when the fan is on, the shower, or any kind of 'background noise' generation. Sometimes the shower may put you in a sort of 'trance' where whatever you hear can be also felt as tactile stimulation, and if you have been listening to binaural beats or meditating a lot can put you in a 'receptive' state of mind, where the slightest thing that is 'off' can make you think something else is going on.
If you feel better about using some protection, I would recommend incense or a sage smudge, or a blessing of your religious preference, but I think in this case you should listen to Beam and just try to ignore it.

ps. Here is a description of visual matrixing: http://paranormal.about.com/od/ghostpho ... idolia.htm (http://paranormal.about.com/od/ghostphotos/ig/Photos-That-AREN-T-Paranormal/Pareidolia.htm) but matrixing can happen auditorially, and also tactilely, especially with binaurals.

[yortyort]

Wow, I never heard that some enitites can't manifest with water. That's interesting. But, thanks! That makes sense because some occasions I do use binaurial beats to induce trances. Thanks CF :D
Troy

[beam]

if it uses water to manifest itself....what do u think it may use yer attention for?

[beam]

edit:

this just means dont start doing rituals and stuff. dont start constantly thinking about it, etc...

[alphadracooverlord]

Spirits touching me with their hands happens to me everyday. They are usually young women from what I feel. They are not unpleasant.

Yes I meant deceased people. My english is far from perfect.

1 year with annoying spirits I would find pretty long. But that's just my opinion.

In my apartment the bathroom feels like the only space where lost spirits don't enter.

[yortyort]

No problem with the english :D And I actually have started to feel the energy fading, but maybe it's just me. My bedroom has most of the enrgy/ activity now.
Thanks
Troy

[yortyort]

So, I've been thinking and my sister was telling me about one of her friend's mom's stories of ghosts and realized that my complete fear of entities is a bit irrational. I think movies like paranormal activity that I have seen have given me "prejudices" against entities and I think that all are bad. I have to know that many are good... I think that will take a while to realize...
Troy :D

[CFTraveler]

Unfortunately, movies don't really show what happens when stuff really does, and even the ones that bill themselves as 'true' stories really aren't. So don't believe them.

[ButterflyWoman]

my complete fear of entities is a bit irrational
Let me quote the book of Job: That which I feared the most has come upon me.

In other words, spending your energy on fear makes whatever you fear that much more likely to be manifested in your experience. In this case, maybe it is or is not an entity, but you can most certainly manifest the EXPERIENCE of a scary entity.


I think movies like paranormal activity that I have seen have given me "prejudices" against entities and I think that all are bad.
Point blank, movies are movies. They're designed to frighten you. That's the whole point of them. They're created by writers, directors, camera operators, actors, sound specialists, lighting technicians, makeup artists, and special effects people with computers, and many other behind-the-scenes technical people. A "paranormal" movie is no more real than a romantic comedy or an action flick or any other genre.

Just saying.