what is happening?

[okie]

I've been working on clearing my body for the past few years. I've felt so trapped and negative most of the time. I've had great success with energy work and have mapped out my entire body. I feel stuck, though. It feels like an electric, stingy substance is in my body polluting me. I ALWAYS feel electrical surges going throughout my body, always fluctuating, pulsing.

I have found that if I breathe and focus intensely on my surroundings things begin to clear up. If I focus intensely on the middle of the earth and really try to feel into the earth and my 360 degree surroundings things change. I feel my clogged up legs clear as energy feels pulled down. My body gets lighter and I feel huge. Soon after, though, I slowly drop in frequency and am back to a state of electric build up.

Is this NEG related? Sometimes I will clear before bed. When I fall asleep I feel as though I am being knocked into an instant vision. My brow center feels like it is absorbing something heavy and I drop into a vision. As a result I feel all blocked up again.

Any Advice please PM. Just posting here so more can view.

[Robert Bruce]

G'day,

This does not sound neg related.

Your grounding practices will help.

A sleeping earthed (electrical grounding during sleep) will help.

Extra attention on improving your health, diet and exercise, will help.

Affirmations will help more than anything (spoken aloud) to communicate with your higher self to get help.

The sensations you have been getting, heavy brow, hugeness, etc, are all indications that you are making good progress.

To say more I would need more specific information.

robert