farewell2arms
26th July 2010, 04:47 PM
Hello everyone! This one’s a bit strange.
Note: Before I went to bed, I was quite out of focus because of the development and surrendering taking place that day. I litterally was scared of myself. I had a hard time falling asleep, and spent about an hour and a half dealing with emotions and pain emerging before I fell asleep.
Dream: The night is dark, and I’m heading to a party, so I start by going to my dearest friend. He lives with his father in an apartment somewhere out in a little village in a dark forest, close to the suburbs where I live.
When I arrive, we decide to put the partying on hold for some reason, and I stay over in a guest room. I try to fall asleep several times, but I am severely spooked by a presence in the dream. I see images floating by in front of my inner vision. A person who activates clairvoyance and starts to bleed from every opening in his face, and lots of other chilling stuff.
I have a bedside lamp in my right hand, which I turn on now and then, to see that I am alone in the room. I always am.
Eventually, I give up and leave the room. We decide to hit the clubs in town instead. My friends little sister knows a place where we could go. It’s called “the Kingdomâ€, she says. I wonder where it is. I never get an answer.
I have lots of bottled beer everywhere. Somehow I seem to have opened them all, though I do not drink from them. “What a wasteâ€, I think to myself.
I find myself with my male friend on the roof of this rather tall building. It’s made of steel, and rain falls lightly from the dark skies overhead. Suddenly, he turns to me and gives me a hug, along with a kiss on the cheek. He seems to imply something. He kisses me again on the cheek. I tell him reluctantly, “*****, you know I’, straight, right?†I am quite perplexed, since he’s got a girlfriend and all. “I know†he says.
I ask him: “Are you bi?†And he answers with hugging me close. I am not comfortable with the situation, and I tell him: “You have to let me go.†He now hugs me so hard, I feel physical pain. His fingers are digging deep into my coccyx area, slightly above it, and the area starts to cramp. “I can’t let you go.†He’s crying.
Then I wake up. The pain was real, and physical, it lingered for a few seconds after waking up.
Note 2: Ihave dreamt about the village in the dream once before. I do think I had the strange sensation at the same place in my back in that dream as well. I’ll see if I can dig it up.
Take care,
John
Note: Before I went to bed, I was quite out of focus because of the development and surrendering taking place that day. I litterally was scared of myself. I had a hard time falling asleep, and spent about an hour and a half dealing with emotions and pain emerging before I fell asleep.
Dream: The night is dark, and I’m heading to a party, so I start by going to my dearest friend. He lives with his father in an apartment somewhere out in a little village in a dark forest, close to the suburbs where I live.
When I arrive, we decide to put the partying on hold for some reason, and I stay over in a guest room. I try to fall asleep several times, but I am severely spooked by a presence in the dream. I see images floating by in front of my inner vision. A person who activates clairvoyance and starts to bleed from every opening in his face, and lots of other chilling stuff.
I have a bedside lamp in my right hand, which I turn on now and then, to see that I am alone in the room. I always am.
Eventually, I give up and leave the room. We decide to hit the clubs in town instead. My friends little sister knows a place where we could go. It’s called “the Kingdomâ€, she says. I wonder where it is. I never get an answer.
I have lots of bottled beer everywhere. Somehow I seem to have opened them all, though I do not drink from them. “What a wasteâ€, I think to myself.
I find myself with my male friend on the roof of this rather tall building. It’s made of steel, and rain falls lightly from the dark skies overhead. Suddenly, he turns to me and gives me a hug, along with a kiss on the cheek. He seems to imply something. He kisses me again on the cheek. I tell him reluctantly, “*****, you know I’, straight, right?†I am quite perplexed, since he’s got a girlfriend and all. “I know†he says.
I ask him: “Are you bi?†And he answers with hugging me close. I am not comfortable with the situation, and I tell him: “You have to let me go.†He now hugs me so hard, I feel physical pain. His fingers are digging deep into my coccyx area, slightly above it, and the area starts to cramp. “I can’t let you go.†He’s crying.
Then I wake up. The pain was real, and physical, it lingered for a few seconds after waking up.
Note 2: Ihave dreamt about the village in the dream once before. I do think I had the strange sensation at the same place in my back in that dream as well. I’ll see if I can dig it up.
Take care,
John