Radiankh
21st July 2010, 09:54 AM
I am experiencing some phenomena and have become aware of the presence of a being recently after resuming a regular meditation routine for the first time in a while. I do not feel like posting all the details right here because I do not want to publish strange and unpleasant details for paranoid minds to chew on. I know that when dealing with dark beings, you give them more power when you are in a state of fear, and I don't want to contribute to the anxieties of people who are already experiencing problems of their own. I am looking for advice and counsel, or an "auric scan," from someone who has some experience dealing with nasty, dark beings and can offer some knowledge and understandings. I didn't expect that something like this was "hanging out" with me (though I can offer many details about what it may be and why it might be here), and I think now that I have been meditating solidly for a few weeks and my field of awareness is becoming broader and my sensitivities are returning, I have become aware of its presence around me/within my consciousness. This being has also been perceived by people I have interacted with, and made its presence felt by what I consider "non-sensitive" people. When it has been really active, I have been told there have been visual distortions in the air/space around my body that seem to affect the ambience of a room, and visual changes in my eyes. Its presence has been described by one sensitive friend as being "ice cold, beyond dark, highly intelligent," and seems rather powerful. I would like someone to talk to about this who is experienced, open-minded, non-judgmental, and grounded. Thank you for all of your help!