sleepingbeauty
11th May 2010, 10:34 AM
I had a dream...last night, but what a dream ! a lucid one !
it all started^as I wanted to obe..took a galatamine pill and started to meditate..as it was wild talking with monkey mind, I decided to try for a lucid dream instead. I imagined that I was in my office at work and was busy touching everything in the room, it didn't take long before I drifted in a dreamstate. As soon I realized it was a dream, I left the office and went back home, my bedroom was different...
I thought I needed to go outside and decided to enter a house I don't know. the livingroom was huuuggge, there was a man sitting at the end of a huuge table. I decided to make a first test : flying. I was flying upwards but it gaves me a dizzy feeling, like when one's lightheaded and I kept going back down (gently), then the man said "there is no gravity" and I immediately recalled that I had just read a book before going to bed "astral dynamics" (the chapter on exit problems because I failed my exit on friday as I was stuck in the belly area). "the chapter talks about gravity, I never had that problem before, it must be because of the reading !"
I then left the house and wanted to make a second test : the number test. I went to a shop and bought something, the guy said "18 pounds", as I thought of the test, he handed over a big calculator, I first read a number like 1.4..... I turned my head looked again and it was 17. I first remember being a bit angry (18 instead of 17) but I immediately realized it was because the test worked.
I went outside and as I was walking I said "I need to learn something important about my life" at that precise moment, a woman (about 50) runs towards me (she was behind me) and asked me to drive her to a pharmacy. I first said I was busy but then changed my mind to drive her as she might provide me with the answer. strangely, and conveniently, a wierd 2 seat bike was standing there just next to me and I just took it !
I drove her through the city, and I stopped at a square, I told her to walk in a street and she would find the pharmacy a bit further away.
she never went there, she sat down on a bench and started to say that I used to live in a castle and was a very happy person, I had a daughter who was 6 years old"
Unfortunately, I couldn't hear everything she said because of some background noise. I was trying to focus like mad thinking it was really important !
when she said that I told her that "my god ! that means that I left a small girl alone ! I had a bad karma ! I had to pay quite a lot to leave this girl, if I were in a castle that means that I'm still paying for a bad karma because I'm not living in a castle and work fulltime !"
she replied "no, no, you don't have a bad karma, and your life is not bad, wait, it's not the end of it yet !"
she also said that the girl was fine because she told her I was fine !!
and I was trying so hard to analyze what she had said that I woke up !
now, I first was really happy with what she said but I'm starting to shiver as I have a boy who is 6 and, if it is a "message" then I could have an accident before he turns 7 ! scary !
there was one interersting thing, I did put a black t-shirt on my eyes before inducing. I moved it during the dream, and, as I moved it a bit away from my eyes, the dream scene had more light, I cannot explain it and I'm wondering whether this is possible at all, it was as if I had two awarenesses, one in the dream and one in the physical reality. very strange.
I also have a question with regard to the messages we get, I have not had many lucid dreams and cannot rely on my experience to answer but if one specifically asks for a question about one's life, an advice etc.. should we really take is as a teaching or a product of the mind ?
if the answer is that it is serious, how can I interpret what she said ?!
just one thing, I live in holland, we've got the euro, although I paid with pounds and the woman had a very strong scottish accent
in any case, it's absolutely fascinating !!
it all started^as I wanted to obe..took a galatamine pill and started to meditate..as it was wild talking with monkey mind, I decided to try for a lucid dream instead. I imagined that I was in my office at work and was busy touching everything in the room, it didn't take long before I drifted in a dreamstate. As soon I realized it was a dream, I left the office and went back home, my bedroom was different...
I thought I needed to go outside and decided to enter a house I don't know. the livingroom was huuuggge, there was a man sitting at the end of a huuge table. I decided to make a first test : flying. I was flying upwards but it gaves me a dizzy feeling, like when one's lightheaded and I kept going back down (gently), then the man said "there is no gravity" and I immediately recalled that I had just read a book before going to bed "astral dynamics" (the chapter on exit problems because I failed my exit on friday as I was stuck in the belly area). "the chapter talks about gravity, I never had that problem before, it must be because of the reading !"
I then left the house and wanted to make a second test : the number test. I went to a shop and bought something, the guy said "18 pounds", as I thought of the test, he handed over a big calculator, I first read a number like 1.4..... I turned my head looked again and it was 17. I first remember being a bit angry (18 instead of 17) but I immediately realized it was because the test worked.
I went outside and as I was walking I said "I need to learn something important about my life" at that precise moment, a woman (about 50) runs towards me (she was behind me) and asked me to drive her to a pharmacy. I first said I was busy but then changed my mind to drive her as she might provide me with the answer. strangely, and conveniently, a wierd 2 seat bike was standing there just next to me and I just took it !
I drove her through the city, and I stopped at a square, I told her to walk in a street and she would find the pharmacy a bit further away.
she never went there, she sat down on a bench and started to say that I used to live in a castle and was a very happy person, I had a daughter who was 6 years old"
Unfortunately, I couldn't hear everything she said because of some background noise. I was trying to focus like mad thinking it was really important !
when she said that I told her that "my god ! that means that I left a small girl alone ! I had a bad karma ! I had to pay quite a lot to leave this girl, if I were in a castle that means that I'm still paying for a bad karma because I'm not living in a castle and work fulltime !"
she replied "no, no, you don't have a bad karma, and your life is not bad, wait, it's not the end of it yet !"
she also said that the girl was fine because she told her I was fine !!
and I was trying so hard to analyze what she had said that I woke up !
now, I first was really happy with what she said but I'm starting to shiver as I have a boy who is 6 and, if it is a "message" then I could have an accident before he turns 7 ! scary !
there was one interersting thing, I did put a black t-shirt on my eyes before inducing. I moved it during the dream, and, as I moved it a bit away from my eyes, the dream scene had more light, I cannot explain it and I'm wondering whether this is possible at all, it was as if I had two awarenesses, one in the dream and one in the physical reality. very strange.
I also have a question with regard to the messages we get, I have not had many lucid dreams and cannot rely on my experience to answer but if one specifically asks for a question about one's life, an advice etc.. should we really take is as a teaching or a product of the mind ?
if the answer is that it is serious, how can I interpret what she said ?!
just one thing, I live in holland, we've got the euro, although I paid with pounds and the woman had a very strong scottish accent
in any case, it's absolutely fascinating !!