Korpo
28th April 2010, 07:33 PM
This one was weird.
It started out moving through thick red mist. You couldn't see a yard ahead. I was kind of aware this was like a computer game, not real, which was good because it was scary. I kind of expected at any time something or someone to jump at me, some alien for example. This was more 3D-ish.
Then it got even more game-like. I saw something like a tunnel, but more like in 2D, still in the fullest of fresh-blood-red. Now I heard the most gruesome noises, and some ugly dark worm approached. I clicked it with some red thick laser spot I had several times till I overcame it. Then I got to something like a collection stage or summary screen - I don't remember. It seemed like some level end. I had gone this far and back and got some.
I did again with the same result, and now for a third time, but deeper. I had to battle two worms now, I was focussing always on the one that was closest, and finally overcame them. Then a weird shape floated in - shaped like an animal hide which you sometimes see used as carpet. It made no sense, and its edges sometimes fluttered and you could see this black shape was perfectly flat like a film or paper.
Till now I had thought this was a game, but now on the bottom right of my vision the word "Illusionary" started to flash - blink in and out. After it got my attention the whole scene started to fade to black. After only the black was left the word was gone as well.
I looked at this black and I could see the energy within. It is not quite like black, it is the black I get when I cannot come with a picture or interpretation to translate the energy I am perceiving. I had this in a car dream before, and know this from trance states, too. And I was aware of it in the dream - I was basically lucid now. The flashing word had done it.
Knowing it was energy I was failing to translate I tried to come up with ways to make sense of it but nothing happened anymore and I woke up some time later.
I understand the end, I also understand why I couldn't translate it. Instead of getting into the right state of consciousness to translate it I fell for another typical pattern - trying to figure it out. When I try to figure it out I stay stuck in the exact state of consciousness that prevented translating it in the first place. It's not the thinking mind that does it. This energy gets translated by the state of consciousness that basically just knows how to translate it, but as long as I am stuck in figuring it out I'm not getting there. If I'd thought about that during the experience I might have made it, maybe.
It's the weird horror game I'm not getting fully. I first thought this was some body consciousness thing, with all the deep red and blood red, but no idea really.
Oliver
It started out moving through thick red mist. You couldn't see a yard ahead. I was kind of aware this was like a computer game, not real, which was good because it was scary. I kind of expected at any time something or someone to jump at me, some alien for example. This was more 3D-ish.
Then it got even more game-like. I saw something like a tunnel, but more like in 2D, still in the fullest of fresh-blood-red. Now I heard the most gruesome noises, and some ugly dark worm approached. I clicked it with some red thick laser spot I had several times till I overcame it. Then I got to something like a collection stage or summary screen - I don't remember. It seemed like some level end. I had gone this far and back and got some.
I did again with the same result, and now for a third time, but deeper. I had to battle two worms now, I was focussing always on the one that was closest, and finally overcame them. Then a weird shape floated in - shaped like an animal hide which you sometimes see used as carpet. It made no sense, and its edges sometimes fluttered and you could see this black shape was perfectly flat like a film or paper.
Till now I had thought this was a game, but now on the bottom right of my vision the word "Illusionary" started to flash - blink in and out. After it got my attention the whole scene started to fade to black. After only the black was left the word was gone as well.
I looked at this black and I could see the energy within. It is not quite like black, it is the black I get when I cannot come with a picture or interpretation to translate the energy I am perceiving. I had this in a car dream before, and know this from trance states, too. And I was aware of it in the dream - I was basically lucid now. The flashing word had done it.
Knowing it was energy I was failing to translate I tried to come up with ways to make sense of it but nothing happened anymore and I woke up some time later.
I understand the end, I also understand why I couldn't translate it. Instead of getting into the right state of consciousness to translate it I fell for another typical pattern - trying to figure it out. When I try to figure it out I stay stuck in the exact state of consciousness that prevented translating it in the first place. It's not the thinking mind that does it. This energy gets translated by the state of consciousness that basically just knows how to translate it, but as long as I am stuck in figuring it out I'm not getting there. If I'd thought about that during the experience I might have made it, maybe.
It's the weird horror game I'm not getting fully. I first thought this was some body consciousness thing, with all the deep red and blood red, but no idea really.
Oliver