GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-my phone
-coffee
-sunshine
-going a day without texting D
-realizing D is far more obsessed with me then i thought
-sleep
-self forgiveness
-when desires manifest
-calmness
-meditation
-having desires
-feeling excitement
-entertainment
-getting more things clean
-beauty
-getting my thermi session yesterday and deciding we may have to switch to the surgical procedure instead
-goals
-makeup
-my beauty
-nice people
-animals
-the cat's cat house
-banana syrup
-cookies
-having a loving heart
-getting things done
-adding a little more exercise in my day everyday
-laughing
-giving snacks to the homeless
-buying lots of cat food and a cat calmer for my mom's cats
-buying a new eye cream from an indie beauty brand i see on instagram that looked
-a beautiful new photo of my body for my portfolio
-having eyesight
-being smart
-all the growth i've made over the last few years
-lorazapam
-getting my lip plumping gloss that helps keep the full look with my injections
-dreams coming true
-the air purifier in my room
-physical exercise
-feeling my feelings
-clean clothes
-blankets
-compliments
-hand warmers
-having work today and tomorrow
-weight loss
-great design
-my supporters
-my new titos gloves
-having a nice body
-attractive guys
-being flirted with by attractive guys
-shopping
-reflection
-having my own mind
-exploring
-my leopard print coat
-being able to talk
-having great cheekbones
-earning money
-great deals
-happy memories
-having had a lot of great moments in life
-being a unique person
-my laptop

[buttercup]

-being kind
-saying sorry
-my power
-sleep
-being productive
-being considered sexy
-shopping
-motivation
-walking
-being sore from my workout yesterday
-being considered sexy
-physical exercise
-coffee
-peace
-yoga pants
-my new gucci purse
-my carbon38 bag
-nature
-cats
-entertainment
-cuteness
-laughing
-smiling
-staying in the moment
-cleaning and decluttering
-my lips
-makeup
-compliments
-the holidays being over
-my career
-being smart
-creative expression
-my phone
-hyaluronic acid
-coming back to myself
-having a nice body
-having a coffee maker
-going with the flow
-letting things not go exactly according to the way it normally would..allowing unexpected
-my new sparkly yoga socks
-miracles
-gin gins
-hope
-healing
-feeling my feelings
-taking life one day at a time
-help
-lorazapam
-pictures
-inspiration
-my careers
-people reaching out to me to say hey, or apologize for past things
-smiling
-being kind

[buttercup]

-meditation
-having healthy digestion
-sunshine
-M's husband staying with me all day yesterday
-M's husband actually saying something nice to me. when i was complaining how all the people in the courthouse were mean to the me the 2nd time i went in, he remarked why would they be mean to me, i'm so nice
-D softening up towards me
-entertainment
-being considered attractive
-supportive people
-being loving
-trying a new indian restaurant yesterday
-being thin
-going for a walk last night
-having a nice large chest
-my lips
-doing laundry
-coffee
-ideas
-my leopard print coat
-lorazapam
-my gucci purse
-getting my new wildfox shirt in the mail
-being unique
-getting my new quilt set in the mail to try a new color aesthetic
-blankets
-the ability to think
-fashion
-makeup
-calmness
-lip balm
-music
-creativity
-inspiration
-connection
-expression
-feeling my feelings
-reading
-my new carbon38 backpack that actually came free with my purchase and looks pretty cute
-my hair color
-my intelligence
-taking things one day at a time, one moment at a time
-being a romantic
-newness
-greenery
-water
-dental floss
-hyaluronic acid
-yoga
-pretty things
-reassurances
-my phone
-my laptop
-my coffeemaker
-colors
-upcoming projects
-blue skies
-prayer
-happy memories
-having my own apartment
-new experiences
-being an adult

[buttercup]

-clarity
-expression
-resolve
-texting D a merciful, thoughtful resolve text
-coffee
-banana syrup
-vegan food
-M's husband being there for me
-my laptop
-my phone
-appreciation
-birds chirping
-sunshine
-booking my procedure that was my first choice for getting rid of body skin flaws. my higher self just do it
-money working itself out
-being productive
-the target giftcard my dad got me for christmas
-getting the court transcripts yesterday and feeling relieved by reading them
-new experiences and adventures
-clean clothes
-my eyeglasses
-my fashion sense
-online shopping
-deep conditioner
-my gucci purse
-cleaning
-meditation
-feeling my feelings
-being a nice person
-self awareness
-having healthy digestion
-adding a little more exercise in my day everyday
-my hair color
-music
-my retinol face cream
-being a kind person
-yoga
-blue skies
-having eyesight
-my leopard print coat
-makeup
-all the creative project offers coming in
-baby aspirin.i think it does help my raynauds
-lorazapam
-surrender
-calmness
-my yoga mat
-my saks balance going down
-all the creative project offers
-being smart
-feeling more in tune with the law of attraction
-my carbon38 bag
-incense
-having tastebuds
-social media
-newness
-my strength
-trying new things, new ways of being
-healing
-my pink discover credit card

[buttercup]

-feeling my feelings
-growing as a person
-my gucci purse
-hanging out with a friend today
-letting go of D
-water
-healthy digestion
-my clothes starting to look nicer on me
-having an appointment for my surgical procedure next week
-attractive guys
-new understanding
-lorazapam
-great weather today
-coffee
-relaxation
-my fashion sense
-my eyes
-my beauty
-compliments
-reassurances
-touch
-sunshine
-trying new things
-connecting/reconnecting with a supporter of mine since my early days of my career
-sportsbras
-socks
-washing my leopard print adidas shoes
-my house getting cleaner
-being strong
-paying off saks minimal for the month
-smoking a little weed today
-my unique life
-having the title i do as a job which grants me prestige and unique opportunities and glamour
-calmness
-surrender
-sleep
-walking
-meeting new people
-having awesome things coming up that are going to level me up
-happy sleeping dreams
-reading
-dreams coming true
-feeling calmer about the court case coming up
-yoga
-this winter being mild
-having a beautiful hair color
-my new hoodie coming in the mail today
-my new eyecream coming in the mail today
my carbon 38 bag
-being a nice person
-uber
-beauty products
-blankets
-cute pictures of me
-technology
-seeing self hypnosis and prayer work
-being there for others
-cats

[buttercup]

-food
-naps
-diet dr.pepper
-my feminity
-m's husband being nice to me today
-fashion
-the internet
-researching
-cleaning and decluttering
-meditation
-lorazapam
-going for a walk in a forest preserve today
-my lip makeup products
-my leopard print coat
-my new gucci purse
-water
-coffee
-having my apple cider vinegar detox drink today
-calmness
-feeling my feelings
-cute designer label t-shirts
-entertainment
-reflection
-greenery
-having nice hair
-hip stretches
-remembering the law of attraction
-walking
-sunshine
-getting things done
-being fashionable
-things to look forward to
-yoga pants
-my clothes starting to look nicer on me again
-updating my resume
-applying to more jobs
-letting myself cry
-appreciation
-deep cleansing breaths
-reading
-my carbon 38 bag
-fashion photography
-connection
-socks
-touch
-my pink discover credit card
-band-aids
-my lips
-my raynauds being less bad this season
-my balcony window/door
-attractive guys
-kindness
-animal advocates
-compliments
-cats
-having a kind heart
-prayer
-smiling
-empathy for others
-my beauty
-pretty things
-my jaguar necklace
-laughing
-cookies
-my strength
-self hypnosis
-self reassurance
-retinols
-hyaluonic acid
-hope
-people in my life who help me

[MondEgo]

I know. My last post here has been deleted. Thanks. I thought this is a serious forum.
With "buttercups" and this sort of posts...it is NOT.
Delete me again, please.
If this forum is about "nails", "imaginary boyfriends", "make-up"...etc....I choose to be BANNED forever.

It was about OBE, mister Bruce, not about some...ohhh...some "stupid gratidute".
This thread explains why so few people (worldwide) sign posts here.

If you keep on allowing these stupidities...I will just...walk away.
Sorry.

[buttercup]

I know. My last post here has been deleted. Thanks. I thought this is a serious forum.
With "buttercups" and this sort of posts...it is NOT.
Delete me again, please.
If this forum is about "nails", "imaginary boyfriends", "make-up"...etc....I choose to be BANNED forever.

It was about OBE, mister Bruce, not about some...ohhh...some "stupid gratidute".
This thread explains why so few people (worldwide) sign posts here.

If you keep on allowing these stupidities...I will just...walk away.
Sorry.

What happened? This is a gratitude list. I'm a human being and allowed to post all that my heart feels grateful for whether it's the little petty things or the deeper things. You come off quite superficial. I'm single right now and dealing with a court case with a difficult abusive ex. I also have a lot of trauma in my life. Nothing in my life imaginary though. I have ptsd and panic disorder. I wonder how old you are or how shallow/dull your life is if you feel so moved to comment on this post being so aggravated. Perhaps, try filling your life with more and growing as a person and you won't feel moved by something that seems quite petty and unevolved of you. Your probably a teen i'm guessing from how you come off in your post.

[lord.of.the.now]

thank you for deciding to stay mondego

[susan]

MondEgo, This forum is for everyone.

You, who is searching for answers and skills ( I think) and Buttercup who started this thread to help herself. If I remember correctly at the time she started this she was struggling and this helped her to lift her spirits and highlight just why she should be grateful.

I never visit the Neg Forum section. I have no experience there and would not be able to help anyone. Maybe you should just concentrate on the forum headings you are interested in . Although the site can go quiet if you look at old posts from a few years ago you may find much to help you.
Members come and go, and come back again often after a while. I wouldnt advise asking to be banned as only last year two metaphysical sites that I visited closed.
Buttercup is as welcome to continue her Gratitude list just as you are welcome to post as long as it does not deliberately offend another member.