IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Last night dreams I hear a male voice say....pray for the liberation of Hindus.....I did woke up from the sleep it did have such a strong impact on me....

I associated with many persons in this episode....I tried one man to tell me something....do not remember....but saying to him...please tell me....
and then another man we decided to have a try and we decided to write some questions we want to know about eachother to answere when we see next time.....I did have one renting a room from me....

so there was like this on and on in the dream....

[IA56]

Last night dream was very strong to stirr up my fear again, I have noticed that when my fear invade me I can´t judge in right way if it is danger or if it just awakened my unsolved issues of met so much violence in this Life....when I did see the tatoos on the mans arms...I assume it was a man because of the strong fear it awakened in me....it was round circles in black like roundles tatooed on both arms...the spots was with 10 cm apart from eachothers....

Like to balance up this fear scenary I in this episode met softnes, kindness and I said...I am the yellow colore....I felt so happy in this dream...total safe and secure.

[IA56]

Last night dream I met a man who was interested in me....(I am not interested anymore to go into a relationship) he had learned to know my son too...he asked me if I wanted to travel to his cabin ...he said it is located in the wilderness so no disturbence what so ever form others....it sounded to be a place to rest properly in...I asked about the cabin...he said he have constructed it by himself....I hear him speak with a friend to him and he said the cabin did cost him 400 miljon to set up.....seam to be more a casle than a cabin in my ears....

[IA56]

Last night through the whole night sound of alarmclock goes off and wake´s me up several time from my sleep?? was I going too far from my body? or going into that kind of sleep what makes me not to Wake up in my body? these questions did come to mind ...I was awakened several times by this alarmclock going off ....feel exhausted and not rested...

[IA56]

Last night dream was strange....I saw a young girl faced at me (I did be a spectator) and a young man had his back at me so I did only see his back and he was infront of the girl....I had to go nearer to see what they where doing....he was blowing air into her nose?? she did look at me and total calm manner she did let me look what they where doing....she had a very little pretty nose and she did with her hand/fingers open up the nose to be better to get the air to go into the nose....now she did take her hand at her right cheek...I had to go more near to see what is happening...to my surprice I saw a hole on her cheek and she wanted him to blow air into that hole too??
She did look total human but that on her cheek did scarre me so much ...I at once get a feeling they are alien??...I did awoke from the dream feeling a bit confused what to think...fear did linger....

[IA56]

Last night I again was in a winter landskape....I was just to begin to take the snow away with a shovel when from both sides of the house 2 snowploughs come to my help and the snow was taken away in a heart beat....thank you.

[IA56]

In last night dream I was helping my son to find new shoes to him....but every shoe we tested was to small??

In this episode I build a wagon with wheels to travel with?? I asked for help...if they could build me a construction like upside down umbrella...but they did give me like a squer one....I said...that will be difficult for me to travel in?

The sound of shewbacca ...(the hairy one from Star Wars who did be with Hans Solo)... did wake me up this morning from my sleep?

[IA56]

Last night dream started me seeing my hand infront of me like floating towards somethÃ♥ng I am in a relaxed dream state...I see a plate.......My left hand is mad to touch to plate...I got a huge electric shock...now I did awake totally...felt such a hard pain in my brain...like migraine...I was surprised that it was Electric...it really made me woke up from the relaxed but very ordinary feeling...like I needed the shock to wake up and make me more clear in my appearance....like first all was like grey...after the shock colores did brighten up clearly...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was with a man who instructed me how to shave the pig´s legs....they where pink and not yet cooked so they have to be shaved the hair off....On alive pig did also come to look what I was doing...I felt fear and I now had to shave one pig on it´s face...I said to the man...this is alive...he said ...no it is not....keep going....but why did it bleed when I shaved it´s face...I could clearly see small pearls of blood...I did not dare to disobey the man who ordered me to shave the pigs....

[IA56]

Last night dream started with me sending a poetry book to my mother to the other side.....then the dream turned to be me and one aspect of me was on the beach looking out at the sea and a big wawe did bring a white bat to us...we did communicate and said ...how lucky we are to get this white bat...suddenly we lost it and we did wonder where did it go....we looked at the sea to see if we could locate it...and soon we saw it on a boat...and I zoomed to look closely who it was that took our bat...when he did feel him watched he did threw the bat in the sea...and soon a wawe did bring it back to us...and we did feel happy....now mother came through and asked me what I did send to her...I said...you tell me what you got....and she comfirmed to it was a poetry book....we hugged and I asked her to sit down on a chair so I could go on my knees and hug her...she did give me a kiss on my mouth what I never got from her when she was here.....she did mirror me well....her eyes was yellow...because I have the cysts on my liver....I know very well that my liver do not function well....I hope she did bring some healing to that issue...Thank you mother...I love you.