IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Have bean pondering about last night dreams, it went like this...
I was in a old acquintance a women´s apparament...I was surprised that she had taken down all the paintings she used to have on the walls...She had a talking photo of her as young..I stopped an
listened what she said...she told me about her dreams she had as young but ske did not fulfill them as an adult...I Went to kitchen an found her there, I saw a bed and when I was going to sit on the bed
I felt there was someone in the bed, I felt it and it awoken fear in me..I approached her and said..there is someone sleeping in the bed...she nodded at me...now my son entered the kitchen and he
sat on the bed...I again faced the women and I said..he does not notice it, so I am not going to tell him...and she shook her head...

In this episode of dream ..I was with someone who did not believe in me..and the common me or the day aware me part and the more aware part of me...looking at this person...me the not that aware or self sure part of me not saying anything to the person who is questioning me and my knowledge...the more aware self secure part of me throwing a book at the person who is questioning me..and said...here...here is a book of proof..the graduation proof...and I go..do I have a graduation book???...here I awoke myself it was too much to take in...

[IA56]

Last night dream I did have at my friend E´s home, I did sleep over after we had visited the Alvastra monk monestry ruin....It started before I fell at sleep..someone like massagen my left shoulder?? I did think ...I will not be afraid...thank you for the massage....I did have several dreams...one was that I was at a bathroom...I hear loud baning...I open the bath-room door and I see a kitchen...I cow was stuck at the kitchen and it awoke such a fear in me...so I went to this dream...I was outside in a garden...I see a shape of a horse-shoe...like a table made of rock....I was looking around and no chaires ..so I was thinking...oh so they just sit on the ground...okay....I did go an dialog with someone but it is so unclear to me what we where talking about it is hard so say so much...but I was like defending something??

[IA56]

I have had a feeling that I have bean in meditation the whole night??..or then it has bean the dream??...I did see much scenarios in my inner vision...I did see my sister sleeping at the right side of the view....and I was thinking....yes she is on the right hand path.....I did see myself in the middle...and I go....middle path...what is that??...am I on the middle path??...is that my path??...then I look at the left...and nothing ....it was white ...and nothing??

[IA56]

Last night dream was surprising to say the least....My father father was sitting on a chair for Kings...like a Godfather...and everyone was greating him by men/boys kissing his hands and women/girls kissing his forhead??...My father and his children be before my fathers brothers family..because my father is older then his brother....When my fathers brothers oldest boy was kissing grandfathers hands...he did mumble...he will urinate on my brothers....my sister did say something what I now do not remember....after what my sister said...he responded...then I will pee on you too.....so I wanted to lighten up the atmosphere...so I said...then I will kiss your face until you be sorry for saying/doing such a thing....

[IA56]

Last night was little bit different...I do not remember dreams but I awoke several times when both hearing someone saying and sometimes me saying...patinjali...I do not know how to spell it but it sounded....patinjali??

[WhiteMonkey]

Hey IA,

I thought about the word patinjali and it sounded familiar to me, somehow. I checked with google auto translate and knew somehow that it will be written "patin yali".
According to them it means "Afraid of pressure in vivo(in the body)" in chinese. - https://translate.google.com/#auto/en/patin%20yali

After googling that sentence I found this article:

Pressures between 10 and 100 MPa can exert powerful effects on the growth and viability of organisms. Here I describe the effects of elevated pressure in this range on mesophilic (atmospheric pressure adapted) and piezophilic (high-pressure adapted) microorganisms. Examination of pressure effects on mesophiles makes use of this unique physical parameter to aid in the characterization of fundamental cellular processes, while in the case of piezophiles it provides information on the essence of the adaptation of life to high-pressure environments, which comprise the bulk of our biosphere. Research is presented on the isolation of pressure-resistant mutants, high-pressure regulation of gene expression, the role of membrane lipids and proteins in determining growth ability at high pressure, pressure effects on DNA replication and topology as well as on cell division, and the role of extrinsic factors in modulating enzyme activity at high pressure.

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11983409


So I would say say something amazing is happening to you
What would you say about this information? Does it feels right?

All the best

[IA56]

Hey IA,

I thought about the word patinjali and it sounded familiar to me, somehow. I checked with google auto translate and knew somehow that it will be written "patin yali".
According to them it means "Afraid of pressure in vivo(in the body)" in chinese. - https://translate.google.com/#auto/en/patin%20yali

After googling that sentence I found this article:

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11983409


So I would say say something amazing is happening to you
What would you say about this information? Does it feels right?

All the best

Hi WM,
Well, that sure will explaine my feelings of new fear invading me again...I have said to my friend E for some time ago..that soon is something big happening...so...what this patinyali will do for changes ...we have to waite to see/feel
Thank you for finding this explanation....when I googled it only came up...Patanjali...a yoga teacher who seam to have existed for over 2000 year ago??

Love
ia

[WhiteMonkey]

Yes I found that teacher too but something told me it must be a "y" instead of a "j" so I googled it directly that way.

[IA56]

Yes I found that teacher too but something told me it must be a "y" instead of a "j" so I googled it directly that way.

Thank you WM,
It does feel more accurat the preasure fear...because I do have a new awakened fear...and it has to do with the body...I find it most interesting your finding, you are good tracker...

Love
ia

[IA56]

Last night dream is so embarrasing...but I will write it anyhow....I was to a spa and I tried to go to the swimingpool but all the time I was interrupted and I had to do something else, like helping someone....but now I was determined nothing to stop me going to the swimingpool...I started to take my clotings off when I took my knickers off I noticed there was blood, and I felt pain near my privat parts...I was worried, a femal friend come and I was just to ask her if she could look when a male doctor entered into the room...the femal asked the male doctor to look...so I asked if it is okay if I bend over and if he can see clearly...yes he said...and he really took time and I was patient and let him do what he needed to do...now he started to sniff my privat parts...and I first felt that he maybe needs to smell if it is an infection, but when it started to be more subtle to be more sexual then an doctors examination...I standed up and said ..stop...he looked at me and asked why I deny myself nearness....I do not ...but this situation is not that kind of situation what you can call nearness...this supposed to be a doctors examination of me...nothing else....then I said...if you are interested in me..why do you not approache me normally?? not like this to ambuch me...you should give me the time I need and not rusch me.....