IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

I had this Dream the night Before this night...I was Walking and I meet a friend to my grandchildren...It was like a fench and a pathway and a fench on the other side of the pathway...she asked me if I am happy to soon meet my grandchildren, I felt they where with her comming to meet me...Yes I said I am beyond Words to express my happiness and love for them...I notice that a cow was coming on the pathway so I was leaning over the fench to hold the Child so the cow can´t trample down the Child...when I was holding her I felt something biting my heel´s and i noticed a lot of ant´s biting just only my heel, I was barefooted...when the cow hadd passed by I let go of the Child and bended me over to bruch away the ant´s....

Anyone to know what symbol the ant´s are??

[eyeoneblack]

Ants - a well ordered/structured community - biting your heal Hoho

[IA56]

Ants - a well ordered/structured community - biting your heal Hoho

Thank you Richhard, do you know when you laugh like that you remind me of my grandma and she was Always laughing in a specific way because of Deep fear...so ho ho to you too
I did get help though by your respond....my achiles heel is not to be enough grounded and therefor easy to bean cast of guard and this is also a reminder to me to work hard on grounding but also gentledlness...when I bruched off the ant´s I did it first too rough I felt I killed the ant...and got the feeling to be gentle towards me but others too...and I Think this is as much to you Richard as it is to me...

Love
ia

[eyeoneblack]

Yeah, I don't know what I mean when I use Ho Ho? LOL is passé these days. Ho ho does not equal Ha ha, I use them differently but I can't quite say why.

And yes, I believe in the community of dreams and dreamers. As you say, it may well be true of myself. That may be why I snapped immediately to the comment - it seemed so obvious.

Being Swedish you may have missed the play on words. I used 'heal' as in healing rather than heel as in foot. Hahha . I'm so funny..... :-/



Richard

[IA56]

Yeah, I don't know what I mean when I use Ho Ho? LOL is passé these days. Ho ho does not equal Ha ha, I use them differently but I can't quite say why.

And yes, I believe in the community of dreams and dreamers. As you say, it may well be true of myself. That may be why I snapped immediately to the comment - it seemed so obvious.

Being Swedish you may have missed the play on words. I used 'heal' as in healing rather than heel as in foot. Hahha . I'm so funny..... :-/



Richard

Richard, if you do not know why you say or do in sertain way´s, there are solutions to find out.
Self observing by meditation!!

Love
ia

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was washing disches togeather with many other´s, there was also a man with his grandchild...this did make me very happy, that men are par-taking in these so typical femal schores...and I was making a joke to the man..that hurry up and give something in hand of your grandchild...so he also has something to do.....it was a chearful and happy atmosphere.

There is hope for humanity

Our Children does not do what we say to them to do, but what and how we do, they just mimic us.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that 2 women from Another ethnical Group then me did mock me...they where really looking down on me and laughing...I was surprised of my own coolness...they did not affect me at all as their purpous sure was to make me feel bad...

I just could see through them and feel sorry for them to mock me, I even did not know whom they are...so it is alsways easy to moch someone on hear sayings...and I Believe it is this way in our World...we hear gossip and ..bang...we Think we know something about the person and do not even bother to check up if it is true or not....

In this episode I was swiming under the Waters...and suddenly I did swim in a black sack...it was soft material and total solid, couldn´t see outside at all....and my thought Went...am I a fish cought in a net....first I was going to panic but instead af panicing I did awake me up....I admit I felt fear and are still Little bit afraid it might mean something bad, but I have to stay calm and trust all is well.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that 2 women from Another ethnical Group then me did mock me...they where really looking down on me and laughing...I was surprised of my own coolness...they did not affect me at all as their purpous sure was to make me feel bad...

I just could see through them and feel sorry for them to mock me, I even did not know whom they are...so it is alsways easy to moch someone on hear sayings...and I Believe it is this way in our World...we hear gossip and ..bang...we Think we know something about the person and do not even bother to check up if it is true or not....

In this episode I was swiming under the Waters...and suddenly I did swim in a black sack...it was soft material and total solid, couldn´t see outside at all....and my thought Went...am I a fish cought in a net....first I was going to panic but instead af panicing I did awake me up....I admit I felt fear and are still Little bit afraid it might mean something bad, but I have to stay calm and trust all is well.

This Dream me being in something soft and black and I felt cought in net....I Think this is memories of a womb...I am Reading the Tibetian book of Death...and I am sure it triggers Death and birth memories in me....what do you Think??

[IA56]

Last night in my Dream I was riding a bicysle....one ex boyfriend did sit behind me and did put his feet´s so I was not able to hit the break´s at all...it Went down hill and I did say repeatedly...take your feet´s away, I cant hit the break´s...so ...

this is a very good Picture how I has bean hindered in my Life...and why it Always did go down hill in my Life....no support but much to make my Life as hard and impossible as possible....and they wanted to call it LOVE???...well good training it has bean so that´s the good part what I must be greatful about ...I am still alive.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt so strange, my childhood friend T did die about 3 yrs ago, I in my Dream was visiting her, and I was so in chock to see that she still was in same condition when she passed over...full of drugs and sleeping or she was with Eyes open but as you are when you have much drugs in your system...she was only skin and bone´s, and not able to move on her own, and she was naked...I grabbed her with my left hand on her middle back and my right hand on her stomach..and I said to her...I will move you to a Place where you can start to heal...I lifted her and carried her to a new bed and this Place I knew is for healing...I appologized her for me having so Cold hand´s and I said...it is for your own good??

In this episod I was in a big room cusshies all over the floor...a Young man (short in length) who was very near me, we was lying down, I looked down on him and noticed he did not have any trousers and did have erection...I looked around the room and there was no door´s what so ever...so I said to him...I am not going to make love with you ...he said ....at all...and I said at all...not now and not later and not other Place eighder...
suddenly one other male friend of mine did put a Heavy bag on my lap...he said...now I have bought it for you...I asked what did I order from you...I opened the bag and it was an projector and a film camera...I remembered i have given him 1.500 kr..but I was so surprised that I wanted to buy this items when I am not at all interested in making film nore to photograph anything??
So this must be symbolic totally, yet I do not have a clue...