IA´s dream diary....

**IA56** · 30th May 2023, 09:07 AM

In last night dream I was not succeeding to take the train nor the bus...when I went to the train station the bus went...and vice verca...so in the end I went to the train tracks and one train was standing there and I knew it will go back to the central station empty...so I spoke the man driving the train...and he come out of the train and given me a stack of money...and he gave me the feeling that I am trying to free ride...so I said and gave back the money and said if you want me to buy a ticket I have money...and I started to walk to the ticket place...but he left me...so I saw a girl and I asked if she has a friend with a car who can drive me to the central station ..I will pay...so she call a friend and she come...the car was total disaster...full packed with stuff and bearly anywhere to sit...the girl sat infront of the driver...and the windschield was blocked by a pillow...I said...you can not drive this car...you have no clear visual...I awake myself here...

**Korpo** · 12th June 2023, 05:12 AM

Originally Posted by IA56

In last night dream I was not succeeding to take the train nor the bus...when I went to the train station the bus went...and vice verca...so in the end I went to the train tracks and one train was standing there and I knew it will go back to the central station empty...so I spoke the man driving the train...and he come out of the train and given me a stack of money...and he gave me the feeling that I am trying to free ride...so I said and gave back the money and said if you want me to buy a ticket I have money...and I started to walk to the ticket place...but he left me...so I saw a girl and I asked if she has a friend with a car who can drive me to the central station ..I will pay...so she call a friend and she come...the car was total disaster...full packed with stuff and bearly anywhere to sit...the girl sat infront of the driver...and the windschield was blocked by a pillow...I said...you can not drive this car...you have no clear visual...I awake myself here...

There's a chance that you were exposed to some training regarding an energy body here. I always pay attention to vehicles in my dreams this way, assuming they are "vehicles of consciousness" and then try to see if an interpretation unfolds from there, explaining other details of the dream. Typically I find myself either the driver or the passenger, and over time I've come to observe many, if not most, times that my company is a guide. In cases where I'm driving, I might already have some command over the function of the vehicle, so I'm being merely accompanied in my explorations of body or body and plane. (For me, body = vehicle, pretty much.) But if I'm the passenger, that's also a lesson. It's more about an exposure to a body I cannot yet control myself - or cannot control that day.

This "car-sharing" is really typical for me and I have dozens if not hundreds of dreams featuring it. The state of the car is then interesting - the stuff it was packed with may be things that need processing or absorbing before better use can be made of that vehicle. The windshield being blocked by a pillow is an indication that some inner senses associated with that body may not have worked very well. Vision on any plane of being is often a complex thing, coordinated between the higher chakras of that particular body. On the other hand, being able to experience oneself in a body, experiencing a space around you (dimension), and being able to move, all of these point to activation of the lower chakras to some degree on that particular plane. The purpose of this experience may have been to stabilize that achievement and see what can be further activated in that particular body. I cannot tell you which body it is, though, as I'm lacking clues from the environment.

**IA56** · 12th June 2023, 06:15 AM

Originally Posted by Korpo

There's a chance that you were exposed to some training regarding an energy body here. I always pay attention to vehicles in my dreams this way, assuming they are "vehicles of consciousness" and then try to see if an interpretation unfolds from there, explaining other details of the dream. Typically I find myself either the driver or the passenger, and over time I've come to observe many, if not most, times that my company is a guide. In cases where I'm driving, I might already have some command over the function of the vehicle, so I'm being merely accompanied in my explorations of body or body and plane. (For me, body = vehicle, pretty much.) But if I'm the passenger, that's also a lesson. It's more about an exposure to a body I cannot yet control myself - or cannot control that day.

This "car-sharing" is really typical for me and I have dozens if not hundreds of dreams featuring it. The state of the car is then interesting - the stuff it was packed with may be things that need processing or absorbing before better use can be made of that vehicle. The windshield being blocked by a pillow is an indication that some inner senses associated with that body may not have worked very well. Vision on any plane of being is often a complex thing, coordinated between the higher chakras of that particular body. On the other hand, being able to experience oneself in a body, experiencing a space around you (dimension), and being able to move, all of these point to activation of the lower chakras to some degree on that particular plane. The purpose of this experience may have been to stabilize that achievement and see what can be further activated in that particular body. I cannot tell you which body it is, though, as I'm lacking clues from the environment.

Thank you Korpo. My flesch body is very injured and it is showing more dysfuncktion as I age....my eyes for example is starting to have more and more blurred vision and not even glases helps...I have bean injured by beatigs by boyfriends in the past...so more and more pain is present...I have just learned that places you have had bruises the tissue develops lime on the scars what bruises have caused...my left breast was after a beating in the 80 ties...totally one big bruise black..have never had so bad bruise as this was...and now that breast has developed lime and as I wrote before 4 tissue examples has bean taken with lime and I hope it is only lime and have not turned to cancer...so I am sure that car with clutter is my fleshbody...it is always easy if it is somebody elses car then mine in the dream ...it is more easy for me to start to look at it as it is still so much mental pain ...physical pain is more acceptable because of my age...the train and bus is the other bodies what I can not yet access so to speak...so thank you that you gave me opportunity to look at this dream more deeply...you give me curage.

**Korpo** · 13th June 2023, 02:46 PM

Originally Posted by IA56

so I am sure that car with clutter is my fleshbody...it is always easy if it is somebody elses car then mine in the dream ...it is more easy for me to start to look at it as it is still so much mental pain ...

Maybe not the physical body, though the possibility exists. Clutter could for example point to beliefs held in the lower mental body, a candidate for a body you might need the assistance of a guide to develop. Given your active dream life it's probably not the astral body (the body of emotion and desire) as most active dreamers already have a good command of the astral body, it would also at this stage probably feel like "your car..." Beliefs could be anything - ideas about yourself that you might've internalized and stem from others, for example. Often physical ailments can stem from such beliefs remaining untouched, or can exacerbate them. The mental level energies, for example, can stir the astral body again.

Sorry to hear you still have to carry such experience in your body after all this time.

**IA56** · 13th June 2023, 04:04 PM

Originally Posted by Korpo

Maybe not the physical body, though the possibility exists. Clutter could for example point to beliefs held in the lower mental body, a candidate for a body you might need the assistance of a guide to develop. Given your active dream life it's probably not the astral body (the body of emotion and desire) as most active dreamers already have a good command of the astral body, it would also at this stage probably feel like "your car..." Beliefs could be anything - ideas about yourself that you might've internalized and stem from others, for example. Often physical ailments can stem from such beliefs remaining untouched, or can exacerbate them. The mental level energies, for example, can stir the astral body again.

Sorry to hear you still have to carry such experience in your body after all this time.

Thank you Korpo. When I read your words about that I might?ve internalize and stem from others...Yes...my mother...I was not old just a baby when I started to understand my mother but since she did not want to have any contact to me...I tried to develop wordless communication...and that drive her crazy...she somehow did undertand but did take it negativly...she said...If I was not sure I have given birth to you I do not believe you are my daughter...my mother had also mental issues and she blamed me for everything...she also blamed the abuse what I went through to be my fault...that I did allow it...and it took me very long time to understand what she meant...I was adult when I did understand what I had to endure in my very early life....I did not even understand when I left home at 17 yrs old...I only felt that if I stay I will not keep my mental health...and I will go crazy. So thank you Korpo...I will look at this more deeply and closely.

**IA56** · 31st May 2023, 01:33 PM

In last night dream I was complimentet that I have a Voldemort allert???

**IA56** · 3rd June 2023, 05:46 AM

In last night dream my door bell rang...I opened the door and outside was standing a teacher with his students....the teacher said that one of his students want to talk to me....okay I said...one boy about 8-10 yrs old said...I want the darkness what you have...I was so surprised because I was unaware that I had some darkness....the only thing I could say was...maybe it looks like darkness when you are looking in...but from the inside it looks like sunshine and rainbows...he wanted to live with me...so I said that off course he can...and he stayed with me??

**IA56** · 4th June 2023, 09:52 AM

In last night dream I had hard time to wake up in the dream....I saw an eye in the ceiling..when I noticed it ..it make fear in me...I battled to wake up and when I in the end wake up and I look up at the ceiling it was a painted eye and not a real eye...felt little bit confused ...who have painted an eye on the ceiling?