IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Last night at 1 o?clock...my neighbourous where fighting...it come to my dream...the energy felt like it was in my appartament...I was in paralysed state....all went black and white...I said to myself...wake up and I shook me....now I come more to wakeed state...I hear the comotion but I have hard to wake up...it took me long time to come to waked state....I have never before experienced this...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was with a little baby...I gave it (do not know if it was boy or girl) a pacifier...it took it out of its mouth and looked at me...I asked if I skall rock it...no not really....it wanted to look at a guitarr ...so I took the guitarr and let it look at it...here I awoke...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was a spectator...seeing a couple and the man come out as homosexual...every one was shearing and congratulating him and his partner....the women was forgotton how devestated she was to loose her loved partner...the man where making out and kissing and she tried to get away but all the time the man was keeping an eye on her and bringing her back...she tried to look happy for his sake...and he was saying to her...LoL...LoL....

[Korpo]

You amassed quite the collection here! Do you write them down in more detail for yourself? And do you interpret them?

[IA56]

You amassed quite the collection here! Do you write them down in more detail for yourself? And do you interpret them?

Hi Korpo

Long time no see I do not write all in my dreams here and I do not write more home then here...I am total blind into myself...I am hoping someone like you to give some pointers...some of the dreams I do understand....but most of them I do not...somehow I do not feel every dream is about me...I think other people come into my dreams and feel the energy of others and I write them down here and the same at home....I start to write here and then I copy to myself the same ....I do have several dreams per night..but I do only write what makes an impact in me....for some reason...as last night dream I have not write down at all...it was about me being in relationship with a man...he hired an cleaning women to help me at home...it showed that my man and the cleaning lady had a relationship...and my man told me that they are going to holiday togeather...I was so hurt and I said...you never asked me....and of course he did not ask me because they go together....the cleaning lady said I have an dentist appointmen at 2 0?clock...I look at my wrist watch and the time is 3 I ask my man how much is the time and he said 4....I said I am late to dentist and I felt such a stress in me...the cleaning lady had not told me that I have dentist appointment so what help is she to me??

How is life with you Korpo??

Love
ia

[Korpo]

Hi, ia.

I can't say I dream as often. I have 8 dreams recorded for this month, which seems well above average. I do think I have some kind of filter installed, because I only recall certain kinds of dreams. I've been told and have read there are other kinds of dreams, but I haven't encountered them much, not in the last decade or so when I made an effort to record them. I'm a weird sample.

As regards the dream you just wrote... my first impression was that maybe the intention of the first half of the dream was to experience a certain emotional state. Maybe that's helpful for dealing with stuff that's bottled up inside?

Reading over it again, especially the second half seems heavily coded - this is often where a habit of interpreting dreams can be helpful, as they tend to become clearer and less coded after a while. The symbols stabilize and start to conform to a sort of inner dictionary and the meaning reveals itself more often. It even cross-bleeds with physical reality a bit, as I tend to see symbols in my waking life as well. Just like that hot air balloon drifting over the freeway yesterday evening, looking like it was close to landing.

How is life with you Korpo??

Hmmm. Quiet, I guess. I'd say focused on processing the past, but that's good. I feel like it puts closure to things. Rather curious what happens next, though.

I also wondered where all the people end up that used to come here? Surely there's need... It had been on my mind, so I came to take a peek here.

And how about you?

[IA56]

Hi, ia.

I can't say I dream as often. I have 8 dreams recorded for this month, which seems well above average. I do think I have some kind of filter installed, because I only recall certain kinds of dreams. I've been told and have read there are other kinds of dreams, but I haven't encountered them much, not in the last decade or so when I made an effort to record them. I'm a weird sample.

As regards the dream you just wrote... my first impression was that maybe the intention of the first half of the dream was to experience a certain emotional state. Maybe that's helpful for dealing with stuff that's bottled up inside?

Reading over it again, especially the second half seems heavily coded - this is often where a habit of interpreting dreams can be helpful, as they tend to become clearer and less coded after a while. The symbols stabilize and start to conform to a sort of inner dictionary and the meaning reveals itself more often. It even cross-bleeds with physical reality a bit, as I tend to see symbols in my waking life as well. Just like that hot air balloon drifting over the freeway yesterday evening, looking like it was close to landing.



Hmmm. Quiet, I guess. I'd say focused on processing the past, but that's good. I feel like it puts closure to things. Rather curious what happens next, though.

I also wondered where all the people end up that used to come here? Surely there's need... It had been on my mind, so I came to take a peek here.

And how about you?

Hi Korpo and thank you so much. If I am strickt looking at the dream and see what bleeds into the real life happeing in my life...If I take that the man would be my last husband whom I divorsed in 1996..he was keeping things from me and not bean honest...like he come home and told me that he is going to a work trip or gathering with co-workers..to cabin what is owned by the company he works for...I asked who are going...is all co-workers going...no he said only men are going...so I joked and said...oh only hunters...yes he said...the phone rang and one women co-worker calling if my husband has left yet. to pick her up....no not yet I said...and this hurt me a lot..I aske my husband why he can not be truthful towards me....so and when he went to a holiday abroad...I did not go with him...so of course the question rose in me if he really went alone or with someone...but we never spoke about that....so maybe this dream tries to wake up some hurt feelings what I have not dealted with properly....so you are right....thank you
So what about me now...I must say I am very happy...doing only things what gives me joy and good feelings...doing yoga and handcraft...most knitting beautiful socks...
Not meditating that much anymore...but still some. I think people maybe want to do other things for a while, I am sure they come back and keeps an eye at this site.
Love ia

[Korpo]

Hi, ia.

When the being experiences quiet, it releases the old. Quiet is a very active state - it kind of reverses the flow. Where activity tends to overload our capacity to process and ends up "stuffing in" whatever we cannot process, this capacity does the opposite when we are quiet, taking good care of ourselves, pursuing simple, joyful activities - or discovering the simple joy in activities we couldn't see before. That's what I think...

When things finally settle down, we spend time with ourselves. In my experience that can drag up a lot of stuff. 2022 was such a year for me. But I knew while this was happening and I know also in hindsight that the amount of stuff to come up within us is finite - there will be an end. I needed to know this because it was hard. Just to know that one day it will be different and better. And then it was.

And speaking of symbols. If this was indeed digging deep... then maybe that was what the dentist appointment was... they do have a tendency to dig deep and it can be painful...

Or think of it another way... after all it was a cleaning lady. Maybe there will be some cleansing...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was given an dandelion...when it had turned to over bloomed..when you blow at it the seeds spred to the wind like smal parashoots...but when it was given to me it opened up memories in me when I was looking at the small parashoots floating upwards...I remembered after a very big effort I was sure I will be rewarded...but the only thing happened that I did know that the only reward is to get to another level and the work continues....the only reward is to know you are alive and life continues....as long as you learn to love life...it continues...and it is worth the effort.

[IA56]

In last night dream I was in a group...I was told to call a number and there will be Maria answering....so I dial the number and a voice said...oxygen...and here I woke up.....