IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last nights dream was strange..I do not know if I can express it...I was in a mountain town...a croud of people show me eroded lid and they wanted me to listen to a recording...I couldn?t concentrate so I can not say what was recorded on the strange lid...I asked help to get to the central station...no one wanted to help me...if they said anything it was to point me into a wrong direction...so I went on my own to try to find my way to the central station...I felt something in my pocket and I pulled it out...I noticed me to have black leather glows on me...and what I pulled out of my pocket it was strange coins with strange symbols on them...no marks of the value of the coins only symbols like head of some kings or likely? I noticed also that
my hand was big like a mans hand??

[IA56]

In last night dream I was only a spectator...it had to do with wolfs...people hunting them...doing painful experiments on them...etc...it was very painful to watch and know that I can not interven only to watch??

[IA56]

I have hade these same themed dreams for a while now...I first thought if I ignore them maybe it stops...but it goes on and on....so I decided to put it out here and see if it will make difference...the dream of last night was like this...I am in a group of people...we are very high up on a mountain...and the only way to go further is to jump down to a lower mountain...the group of people place me always in the front line...I am first so to say to jump..I am very afraid of hights...so they come nearer and nearer me so in the end I have to jump or to be pushed out...this night the inviroment was with snow...on the lower mountain..to make me feel it will be soft to land on the snow...but what I notice is that the platoe is so small that it will be very hard to estimate my jump to fit into the mountain plaine spot so to say....and I have to awake me from the dream because I do not have confidence to make the jump and succeed landing right....It feels like they try to make me as bold as I was when I was younger...so in a way I have lost my courage...

[IA56]

In last night dream I had beautiful white pearled ear-rings...the pearls was so big and beautiful...

[IA56]

I want to put this here...during my meditation I saw my mother (she is on the other side) she was like behind a window glass...she spotted me and she was vigoreusly waving at me...and I said in my mind ...yes mother I see you...this made me so happy...and that we where able to sort out the missing feelings between us before she went.

[IA56]

In last night dream I freed an Elk was trapped inside it looked like an garage...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was working in a hospital...I went into a room there was a man with so filthy hands...so I wanted to help him wash them...but he was afraid of touch...so I started to build up a trust between us...and soon I was able to wash his hands...he had peet all his bed so I asked him to come up from the bed...to my surprice he had his left leg amputated ..he was very tall man...he standed a while on his right leg but started to lean backwards...I helped him back to the bed and went out to get help to change in his beddings...here I awoke...I was slightly in chock about his amputated left leg....

[IA56]

In last night dream was an Asien man with some significant markings on his right leg...In the dream I knew the meaning of it...but it is lost now when I awake from the dream

[IA56]

In last night dream it was like somekind of oracle card reading....in the middle was as the man who was the reader...said...no father can function without a mother...a mother can not function without a father...and he said...of course you got these cards??

In this episode I got a gourgeous ring made of white pearls....and it was put to my left hand ring finger....

[IA56]

In last night dream was a bit embarresing or I felt shy...there was this women strong and self aware...she was sitting so you could see her privat parts...she felt total in control and nothing to hide.