IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Last night Dream was similar as day Before...false alwakening and I am giving healing, but all the time being abrubted and disturbed, and giving horrible Pictures making me upset and near to start doubting my abilitties….I Think this is training keeping my fokus what ever happens.

[IA56]

Last night dream was about an ex boyfriend...in the dream I was comming home after visiting a friend...on my way to my appartament I found a lawn mower..old one the one you push without motor...it was snow out and I did push it to my gate and left it outside....my bf was in the bathroom when I entered the flat....he shouted...is it you....yes I said....soon he come out from the bathroom and he started to say that if I do this again he will leave me...I said...I have never stopped you when you have visited your friends and stayed for weeks....so I told him that if he is not accepting me now and then visiting my friends and stay over...he can go.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was in a big house, like a mansion….I told the persons who was there that there are an attick and I know where it is...one said...No there is not such a thing….yes there are I said...look up do you see the ladder?....I took the ladder down and climbed up and opened the hole and Went up….to my surprice there was a family living what was not last time I visited the attic….I did see new ladder up...and Went to go up them when the family said...do you not have to ask for permission to enter the attic….I said it is mine as much as yours...and Went up….I did collect some items like lace and serced for a plastic bag to put them in...I now noticed there to be a bed...so someone is living here too but was not at home now….I opened the broom cupboard..it smelled gasonline...and the plastic bag also but I did take it to take the items with me what I knew was mine, so I would not visit this attic anymore……

[IA56]

Last night Dream was strange….I was asked by Amish people to make prayres for them??

[IA56]

In last night dream I was observing a man and a women a couple I assume...the man was complaning to the women that he was hungry and he did not have any money...the women gave him lunch cupongs, 2 tea bags, and some money....I felt that the man was a player, so I made decision to follow the man and see what he was up to....when he left the women the first thing he did was to throw away the tea-bags in the bin....and he whistled when walking into a place where you can bet or play for money....he was very familar and he knew the place very well, he went to the coffee-pot...I saw it was very old coffee and sure not healthy to drink it...now I felt urgently to warn him not to drink that old coffee, but he said...I like strong coffee….then you can brew new coffee and make it strong instead….

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was looking at myself and did notice that my eyebrows was growing wildly……..

[IA56]

In last night dream I was visting people...one man approached me and gave me 29000 kr and told me that he got them wrongly and the money is mine...I knew it was true, I was surprised that he got them first...I put them in my wallet and started to collect disches and was going to wash them...surprisingly my mother told me that I should stop at once because I was a visitor and it was not my doing....but I did not mind helping...I saw that my wallet was open and I hurried up to close it so that my mother starts to ask what money it was and so on...I felt that I have no obligation to tell her anything.....

[IA56]

In last night dream started someone sitting on my foot end of my bed and holding me down not to let me get up....I say firmly...OUT....OUT of my home...and the grip eases and I can calm down....soon I hear my sisters voice saying...I have cleande your lounch....(my sister was visitng me last week and helped me to clean my home)....I said did you....and she said...you too....now I hear my mother talking and sitting on my foot end...I am so happy and I try to get up...but I am blocked by energy to do so and to see my mother....I tell my mother that now I will do something I have not done before....but I struggle...have no control of my body...my mother is sad and talking about problems...I tell her not to worry...we will manage...soon I hear my sisters voice coming from kitchen...I know she is with her son...but when I get to the lounch I see a tall one with a blanket over its head....I know it is not my sisters son...I follow into the kitchen and I know mother is sitting on a chair around the kitchen table...but this one with the blanket over its head is blocking me to see my mother...I am precistent and does make it happen...when I see my mother I get a chock...she is so different....and I say...mother you do not look like you did when you was here....she is sad...and I try to concole her...but I do missunderstand her...I thought she mean my problems ...but she meant hers when she was here...she turned back to energy before I understood her ...and now I see myself in her enerby what is like a mirror....I understand that she was not able to talk straight because she never could when she was here....so she struggles now to sort things out...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was in a group of people and one come up with an idéa ...why not have a party on theam ...circus....oh I felt at once tired...and showed it with my mimic.....one said...oh you are so boaring...I went away to lye on a bed....soon I feel someone is sitting on my head side....I looked up and it was an old lady ...it was her bed....I was compelled...how did this happen....I stand up and look down on my body...I have a dress on me and I was surprised that I did not have any leggings....so I went to a chest of drawers and started to look for them...and when I opened one of the drawers I saw many empty boxes...and I was compelled….it can´t be mine...so I awakened me from the Dream...it was too much...

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was hunging out with horses. (I have Always bean afraid of horses) Suddenly a Brown horse took my arm with its head and we ended up in a wonderful embrace….my whole body and heart was filled with love and joy...and my fear was trancended to pure love...